tigger's life

red cross leisure camp!

2005-06-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

yeah!!
tml ish redcross leisure camp lerhs
hahas
shOOo look forward tu it xia!
hahas=D
cus mainly ish we sec3s organise derhs
thn bery gort man zu gan
hahas!

camp ish 2 daes 1 nyte
frm tml 7am seniors hab tu meet again
thn 8am start the camp
hahas
miie still haben pack my camp bagg
n its aldy 10.15pm lerhs
these few daes hab been slpin realli late
like 2am like dat thn go bed slp
thn eye bags all cum out
now i look alort like panda=))
lolsS
(nebermind panda cute leii. . .hahas.)
hopefulli this will b a berry berry interesting n joyful camp~

tudae woke up at 1pm as usual
thn go eat branch
after tt went home arrange up my stuffs
all in a mess
thn slp abit
after tt went tu look at the place dad wanna set his shop at
ok.the first place was nort bad
in fact it was quite gud
the second place was duhhs. . .
hahas
so i support the first place=))
hahas

so my whole dae was praticalli wasted again?
hees
ok larhs
at least gt tu peii dad
cus afthers dae tudae
now i hab tu go pack camp bagg lerhs
hmms.
i hate tu pack
lolsS
lazy?
hees
thn i gng tu eat ice cream
again
olsS
i scared lrt i go camp will miss it mahs
shoo mus eat mahs
hahas=))

signing off//
connie.was.here//

happie fathers dae dad

2005-06-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

awee~~
i hate tu admit but i trueli m growin fatter n fatter as daes past
esp in this hols
neber exercise at all
eat shoOo MUCH
slp shOoO MUCH
nort much work done at all
tell euu ppl wat i ate tudae
dunch get a shock!
hahas

tudae went fer ndp training at nee soon army camp
it was our last tyme gng nee soon camp
cus we r gng off tu the PADANG!!~~
hahas=D

as usual we were given buns
before tt i had a full breakfast of bread n sweeten fruit juice
thn we had our "dinner" at nee soon dere
which was a package with peas n carrots plus two fried drumlets, a hotdog bun (yeeks! buns again! hahas)
and onion rings (which were preety soggy. but i do appriciate tt=)))
thn i had 5 cups of milo in less thn 5mins
cant blame miie cus the milo was shoOo refreshing n cooling n swt!!
n i sure love swt stuffs!!!
hahas
i tink 5 cups of milo in lss thn 5mins was the record of the dae?
hahas
thn had sweets
after the ndp training i go home cook maggie noodles
actualli i wasnt hungry
jus felt shoOo much like eatin thn eat lorhs
thn i ate a little of kfc (cus my bro neber finihs thn ask miie help him eat -___________-!! )
thn i drank the white grape with aleo vera bits drinks
lastli i had a berry big cheese break tu call the dae off
hahas
erms
euu noe the kinda buns conncted tugether in 6 per packet?
the kinda red bean or kaya buns?
yup
tt big derhs cheese bread
hahas
i finsh a whole of it!
unbelievable?
hahas.

arnt i too big an eater?
argghss~
i realli cant stand myself man
i hab totalli no self control at all!
jus keep on eatin

but y nort?
since we can njoy life, y nort live it up tu the fullest?
how i wish the world ish nort as pratical
dunch stereotype others according tu how they look their appearance or even their size!
sure enuff i hab fwens hu simpily cant stand fat ppl.

but y?
i tot they r like us, humans too?
wib all the pride n dignity tt every human being needs and have?
i use tu b bery bias against fat or unpleasant looking ppl
but gudually i realise tt these ppl r more real, better tu b wib n much nicer ppl
howeber, ppl hu r beauty usualli are selfish n pratical
they care ferr nth but thmselves n their looks
arnt i ryte?
well tts generally the kinda ppl i meet eberydae
onli a few can hab both a beauteous wall n a heart of gold

haiish
hu dunch wanna b born perfect?
flawless?
ok
lets imagine
urself now being the most perfect in the world
how euu actualli excel in every single thing
can euu imagine the life a perfectionist ish leadin?
how stressful n patheticalli sad it is?
firstli i dunch think the perfectionist hab ani goals or aims in life
y shld he/she have since all hab been laid our perfectly on him?
thn how he/she tries shoOo hard tu b PERFECT!?
this kinda life.
without even the finest joys in life
without a goal
do euu wann it?
now think again...
are we nort livin up tu these perfectionists" lifes?
arent we jus like thm?
dunch euu tink they jus reflect wat we c in the mirror everydae?
n hey
tink abt how much euu can hate hangin ard wib perfectionist!
i hab my fate
i tasted tt before
it trueli sux n euu will realli hate such ppl
hu jus loves tu pick up others imperfections n criticise
thn judge n condenm thm tu b in their worthless catergory.
lastli, imgaine this situation of brushing ur teeth.
a perfectionist wuld eventualli brush till their gums bleed
while the one hu can accept reality n b greatful wuld b able tu maintain his/her healthy gums.

of cus
i m nort tryin tu sae tt being imperfect ish glorious or watsoever
jus tt sometymes in life
we hab tu b more garcious tu accept others imperfections because NO-ONE ISH PERFECT!
make ur life easier n happier by making others like wise.
tryin tu search hign n low jus ferr the fish bone in an egg ish time consuming, stressful n meaningless
so y nort jus make life simple n enjoy life's simplicity?

iszen tt where all my fears cum frm?
the reality
the imperfections
those cruel jugdements?
im afraid if i continue eating at this rate, i will becum realli bulky
oh gosh
i cant imagine at all!
n the next ting i kenw i lost ebery other thing except those hu trueli accepts miie ferr hu i m n nort wat i m. . .

so back tu tudae wors
hmms
ndp training bery tiring tudae
xuan almost vomited becs she ate tuu much
thn i leg will "ma-bi"eberytyme i sit dwn
the juniors beryy excited abt the rc leisure camp cummin up in a few daes tyme
hahas
sho m i.

tudae i know another new wen
her name ish susan
so far i noe quite some lorts?
hahas
jus dunch noe name nia
but noe the face lerhs
hahas
i onli rmb huiling n susan for the tyme being
frm fairfield methodist n juying sec respectiveli
tudae berry happie cus get tu sit wib huiling again
the first n last tyme i came tu nee soon osho sit wib her
shoOo happie=))
susan frm juying actualli knew my sis
hahas
looks like sis oso berry popular in her skool?
lolsS

summary of wat i rmb frm tudae derhs ndp training:
all the food
milo rawks
the "forward"songg
redcross being praise beryy gud (first tyme hahas.)
two of the berry nicee sirs flare up tudae n shouted angrily at us
casuaty rate being high
cheer leading (suai~)
longg longg debrief

okok
shoOo late lerhs
miie osho tired lerhs
i wann orh orh liaos
but feel shoOo FULL now
DUHHS>,<
orbi larhs!
eat shoOo MUCH!
>.

tml ish fathers dae
wish all fathers happie fathers dae=D

as ferr my dad i wish tt he will stay fit, healthy n happie always =))
n of cus tt he will strike to-to or 4D
guess tt wuld b the best papa dae prexXie for my dad?
hahas
erms
dad tinkin of startin up a new business
i wish him success n wealth
n of cus hope tt every gud thing jus keep rollin in.
hahas=DD

ehh.
i noe i haven been a berry gud daughter cus i kinda make euu angry alort of tymes this yr
but hope euu understand n forgive miie

i wann thank euu ferr bring a bery EXCELLENT father i can ever ask for
and ferr being generous n lame at tymes
though sometymes ur lame jokes may leave miie feelin shoOo irritated
but trueli
i do appreciate tt
how mani father wuld realli lame ard wib their children?
hahas

erms.
also wann tu thk euu ferr takkin such gud care of miie
esp when i m dwn or sick
n all the trust n support euu hab in miie
tt never fades or lessen
realli.
it makes miie happie tu noe tt there ish someone hu trust n support miie tt much like euu do
i m shoOo gladd=)

the thing i rmb most vividly was when i was sick ferr the 5daes
n how i wuldnt hab survive w/o ur care=))
father's love ish indeed impt ferr every children
how euu trusted miie tu take my stuff frm my fwen , gng there alone when i hab been shoOo sick
how supportive euu hab been in my life
esp when mama dunch support miie
hahas
sometymes in life
we jus need one little encouragement n a little support tu gt gng.
i realise mani of my drms becus euu urge miie on n on

dad, i oso wann thk euu ferr doin all the housewk
managin it all by urself
hahas
though i do help out at tymes n tt bro sis n mum hab done some of it too
but mostly the credit goes tu euu
the house shall always stay this gud wib euu=))

lastly u thk euu ferr all the gud life i m leadin now
esp the gud food euu always cook ferr us
or buy ferr us
dad, ur efforts r greatli appriciate by us all=))

jus wanna lett euu noe tt keni loves euu as much as mama n weini n kangwei do
finalli, i wanna sae I LOVE YOU, DAD **muacks**

part of this entry ish specialli dedicated tu euu although i noe euu dunch noe how tu read eng n tt euu dunch use the comp much less visit my blogg even once. . .
hahas

fu.qing.jie.kuai.le~______________"
i.love.my.dadd. . .
he.rawks.my.world~

connie.dao.ci.yi.you//

happie burthdae sherlyn!

2005-06-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

firstly,
happie burthdae tu our dearest sweetest sherlyn baobeii!
no prexxie ferr euu burt here's a burthdae song=))
hahas

happie burthdae tu euuX2
happie burthdae tu sherlyn
happie burthdae tu euu!!

shen ri kuai lerhs________" ~

tudae derhs moon was so . . . duhhs >,<
until i called the burthdae gurl
hahas
i was almost the first
hahas
i set an alarm at 11.55pm tu add sher a testimonial in fwenster
thn by the tyme i finish ihs estimated tu b 12am sharp
howeber due tu all the rush n stuff i ened up finishin the testimonial in a short 3 mins!
hahas
thn i waited infront of the comp while searching ferr sher derhs hp no.
thn i c the tyme almost up lerhs
waited at the telephone derhs
waited n waited
ferr tt longg two minutes tu past!
hahas
finalli the telephone showed a 12.00am
hahas
thn i faster dialled sher derhs no
hab tu b fats
cus she too popular
i think will hab mani ppl rushing like mii
so kan chiong tu wish her happie burthdae
!hahas
thn i ask sher c tyme
hahas
thn she tell miie 12am sharp i shoOO happie xia
hahas
thn i bery happie sae i m the first horhs?
thn she sae can sae so
cus before miie still gort on more person msg sher at 12.00am sharp
howeber the person was mysterious n found unknown so i can b considered the first yea?
hahas
thn sher sae before mii kenny in the afternoon ms her happie burthdae lerhs
thn i told sher tt was way too earli
i m most puncture
hahas
shoOO much ferr my excuses=))
hahas
actualli no big deal being first
but this ish my first ebeer tyme being the first~~!!!
i m always like the 4th or 5 th person
finalli!!
finalli this dae came ferr miie tu b the first!
arggghssS!!> . ..
hahas
shoOo SHUANG leii~~!!

ok.
now tu reveal the ans tu the previous qns
lolsS
no funn leii
cousin gort it ryte again!
WHY?!
thn how cum i IQ shooOo low?. . .
i neber get ani of the 2qns ryte
but she gort both of thm
hmpf~
hahas
thn peihwa still sae dunch noe can go bang head against wall
oh-gosh!!
this ish shoOo embarrassing~
sObs**
hahas
now i buai song liaos ans i reveal lrt
hahas
conttinue reading barhs
lolsS

yesterdae had bbq
shoOO FUNN
we met at ard 3pm thn went tu the pit thn mi n xuan went back tu moi hs gett the thingy
thn set fire get ready food
until ard 5pm thn started cooking
hahas
actualli set fire nort shoOo longg
but thn gort alot of ants at the pit
thn we spend like ard 15 mins deciding how tu gt rid of those yucky disgusting pest!
at first we poured water
thn i use slipper tu slap on the ants
lolsS
thn the ants crawl ontu most of our legs
thn we finalli decided tu use pesticide
hahas
thn food-poisoning derhs idea struck us?
thn we kinda decide ferr another 15mins whether or nort tu use
finalli we use it
i went tu one of the neibourhoods tu borrow pesticide
hahas
ths aunty shOo nicee she sae wann finish lerhs can jus finish it dunch nid return=))
hahas
thn we cook food n play n chat n take pictures
hahas
i still went tu jp tu fetch jessica n melisa wib my bike
jessica no confident in my biking skills
cus tt tyme i cycle her tu sch we fell dwn several tymes thn i kinda scard her lerhs
hahas
melisa was more calm
hahas
she nort afraid at all

thn bbq until nyte we secretli go buy cake fer our fdear sherlyn
thn plann lortsa toOpid ideas tu gt her away frmt he pit
hahas
thn i ask my bro open champainge thn i asjk him rmb tu shake vigorousli thn open thn spill on sherlyn
hahas
thn he realli did tt
yixuan was realli fast tu capture the scene
hahas
thn we played wib water
smashed the cake ontu sherlyn took pictures
cleared the mess at the voide deck
cus we play unitl bery mad
allt he cake was in bits on the floor at the void deck
thn becus we oshOO played wib water
the cake which was suppositly chocolate cake
brown in colour totalli resembles SHIT!
hahas
thn we went back tu the pit
ralise we took tuu longg tu celebrate all the otahs all becum chao ta lerhs
thn throw away
hahsa
wasted?
hahas
we realli waste alot of food yesterdae
lolsS
bt wats impt ish the fun we had within!=))
actualli hab more details but too longg tu write
somemore i gt other tingy tu blogg mahs
hahas

hmms
thn baq tu tudae horhs
woke up late was late fer rc
arghhs
since when had i been earli?
since i entered fuhua
i had always been late
gort a plaesant surprise
hahas
rmb the security guard whom i chat tu while awaiting my dad tu fetch miie after scouts nyte trail?
hahas
he still rmb miie lorhs
thn still rmb moi name
lolsS
tudae i realise he gort a new nick name
ish called "fei-ma"
actualli he nort fat
jus gort one big stomach nia
bt they call him "fei-ma"this nick oshoO berry cute larhs
can pei he "fu-ba"
lolsS
read on. . .
we gort another security guard
the thin thin tall tall one who looks like fuwen (one of our rc cadets) gort the nick of "fu-ba"
luff my ass out man!!
"fu"came frm fuwens name "ba" tu pei he "fei-ma"lolsS
"fei-ma"tt name suits the fwenli one
cus he realli nicee can b describe as motherly?
hahas

ok
enuff of security guards
tudae after rc i spl till 8.30 lidat thn watch tee-bee
another dae watsed?
neber do hmwk
too tired lerhs
tml gort ndp training
i haben prepared yet
jus feel like sitting infront of the comp tu blogg dwn these few things
i wann tu rb these memories fereber
cus they r shoOo prescious n nicee=))
i euldnt wanna forgt thm

tok abt tml derh ndp training
hope wun b hard on our pitiful legs again
n hands too
bery suan derhs
thn mus endure
i will of cus nort gib up
till i m trueli outa the contigent or i will give in 100%
im nort berry worried abt nort wakin up tml
tt's the onli tingy i can b earli ferr i guess?
mus b becus i wanted so much tu gt intu the ndp contigent tt i m motivated tu wake up earli n b prepared instead of being late n leaving a bad impression=))
but i jus gort the barret out tu season tudae
thn boots jus finish polishing
now my hands still gort the kiwi smell wib black patches here n dere
this key board oso like being dirtied by my dirty hands lehs
guess bro ish gonna scold miie
hahas
cos he ish always cleaning the comp when he feels its nort in the ryte condition
lolsS
aii.tml hab tu wake up alittle earlier tu iron out uniform n tu put on the badges n buttons
thn hab tu pack bag n eat a full breakfast
hope tml derh weather will b fine lorhs
cloudy wuld b the best=)
plus lortsa winds if possible
hees
alittle too greedy?
put urself in our shoes
ewww~
stinks!
hahas

ok.
so wat else?
i blogg abt yesterdae tudae n tml
n hey
i hab been thinking of my future n wat it trueli beholds
well i can onlui sae things r gonna b realli different 20yrs dwn the road
howeber i m nort at all reluctant tu stopp my self frm planning ahead
next entry i blogg abt my future
jus an imaginary future
may not b true or it may jus b
i m unsure myself too=))
hahas

oya
i rmbed!
one last tingy before i leave.
the ans tu the previous qns!
qns: a submarine can onli carry 30 passengers
29 passengers boarded the submarine
thn came a pregnant women
ryte after she boarded,
the submarine immediateli sinks
why? . . .
think think!
my cousin gort it ryte.
c hu as smart as her hahas
ok
i reveal
tt's becus submarine arnt meant tu b floating abv the water surface
gt it?
submarine sinks intu the water!
ahahas

signing off
connie.was.here//
nytes-nytes=P

actual dae~!

2005-06-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

aweee~!
tigger went tu look for poo (pooh)
yups
tt's ryte
awwwe~!!
my cousin gort it ryte?!
hahas.
this proves she's a lam-O
=XX oppsS~!
hahas
no larhs.
jking=))
smart
toOpid lydia keep askin miiie in the end i dunch noe gib up
hmpf~+(

okok
thn heres another challenge
i gort this qns frm a "fwen"frm ndp
hmms.
qns: a submarine can onli carry 30 passengers
29 passengers boarded the submarine
thn came a pregnant women
ryte after she boarded, the submarine immediateli sinks
why? . . .
hahas.
again
ans tu b revealed in the next entry=))
lolsS

oh boy oh boy!~~
this ish all shoOo FUN!!

and tudae ish the actual dae of bbq lerhs
lrt i gng eat alittle first
cus i dunch wann empty stomach go bbq
lrt lao sai!
hahas
so gng tu eat wib parents first thn go meet xuan
thn go hm pack thn go tu pit n start fire=))

lalallas!~~
hahas
now ish 12.30pm.
2and a half more hours tu bbq~
hahas.
=DD

clubbers rawks=))

last gud news: bro ish cummin=))
im shoOoO HAPPIE.

tigger.counting.down//bbq~

BBQ

2005-06-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

yesh~~
im shoOO damn happie now!
cant imagine we r realli gng bbq tml
hahas

all had been prepared
bt i gort a little disappointment?. . .
jess still haben ask her mum abt it
tt means nort confirm she can go
as ferr qiuyu
she cant go
her mum wans her study lerhs
no more play play
this yr ish impt ferr thm mahs
haiish
w/o qiuyu
alot of funn go missing too in her absent
she arhs
bery enthu derhs
so bery funn tu b wib
somemore nobody play play wib my bro lerhs
sObs**
n hu tu set the fire wib my bro tuu? .. .
hmms
shOOoO sad.
=((
next ish my bro
toOpid bro moodswimg tell miie he dunch wan go lerhs?
thn i aldy plann wib minyen n sher lerhs?
hmms
hope bro will go tml
gort bro tu help ard n peii miie will b better
i cant imagine gng home alone wib tt trolley alone man
how scared wuld i b?
aiyo
cant imagine. cant imagine~!
thn denise told miie she scared her mum dunch let her go?
hmms.
wat can i sae.?
i jus hope tt she n jess can make it tml barhs=)
i m hopeful for jessica but denise. . .
it wuld nort b easy ferr her if herr mum disagree tu let her go.
choy!!!
**touchwood larhs**
lastly ish sherlyn derhs bro
her bro osho nort comfirm go
sObs
no body ferr miie tu bully lerhs
her bro so naive
so gud tu play n make funn of
though can b naughty abit but berry funn tu bulli
hahas
hopefulli sher derhs bro can b granted tu go by his mama barhs
-_____________-!
so tml i will b expecting: sherlyn. sherlyn's bro? minyen. minyen's bro. connie. connie's bro? peishi. melisa. esther. lydia. jessica? denise?

now ish over 12am lerhs
so i shld sae
tudae lerhs
hahas
im counting dwn
realli beyr happie
although tudae abit sad oso?
cos onli gort mi minyen sher yixuan n mel go buy the things tugether
rmb the past
hahas
so mani ppl lorhs
now onli 5?
aniw.
better thn nth
hahas
n i m shoOO gladd melisa tried tu com n peii us buy tingy
n sherlyn n minyen tuu
these two ppl osho berry busy one
i m nth
cos i berry enthu abt it mahs
yixuan i gladd she came tuu=))
esp though she dunch even noe the way there.
=))

so tudae i slp till 12pm smt
woke up chiong~
cus i was suppose tu b up by 11.30am
yup
i was nv earli
duhhs
expected? ..
lolsS
hahas
thn i called xuan cos i worry she dunch noe how tu go
somemore i wanna break a gud news tu her=))
so we decided tu meet at the shutterbus there behind je mrt popular there
in the end i took a shutterbus frm jp dere thn ended up at imm derh entrance
by thn it was 01.01pm lerhs
i was suppose tu meet the others at 1pm
ok
i was late
bt bery gud lerhs
cus 1 pathetic minute onli xia=))
thn i rush in tu c if gort anibody here.
nobody n i was like. .
did they forgt?
hahas
thn i jus went off tu meet xuan
while i was walkin out minyen n sher was gng in
thn saw thm thn i told thm i go meet xuan first thn cum
so walk frm imm tu the je dere lorhs
so tiring
im getti realli lazy
>.
thn mi n xuan walk tu imm agains
hahas
thn mi minyen n sher eat ljs
xuan watch
thn after tt she eat my fries
thn i c she so hungry ask her go buy.
erms .
did she misunderstand wat i was suppose tu mean? =XX
oppsS~
hahas
thn xuan stop eatin moi fries
ok.
i dunch mind larhs
cus tt leave miie wib more fries
lolsS
hahas
no larhs.
>,<
thn after tt we met up wib mel thn go buy stuffs
thn shop shop shop till we comfirm nth missed out lerhs thn go pay
minyen foot the bill
gees-
hahas
thn after tt minyen n sher think they go jp?
thn mi n xuan went back tu school
thn we hun intu the skool
cus the sercurity there mahs
thn after tt hao bu rong yi tao guo sercurity but kana caught by mdm oen
i tink she ish the ke xin of moi life man!!
hmpf~
this was wat happeend
i waited at the lockers there on the first floor ferr xuan tu draw rc rm derhs key
thn i saw oen
i faster hide behind wall
thn when xuan cum thn i told xuan tu hide tuu cos i saw oen
hu noes xuan shot miie a glace
thn i noe smt wrongg lerhs
thn i turned ard
gort such a BIG shock!~
oen ryte behind miie!!
gosh!
thn i shouted thn jumped
cos i gort a shocked mahs
thn i wasthinkin"ren xia ren, xia si ren!"
lolsS
oen of cus had heard wat i was tellin yixuan
tt i tokld xuan tu hide
lolsS
so we were chased outa skool
but we didnt leave we pretended tu
in the end we decided tu leave our bags in basketball court thn ask troy who was habing bb traininng tu help us look after
thn we sneaked up the spiral
the forst tyme haben reahced spiral thn kana caught by tt bery kb derhs skool attendant
handling the key tt one
thn i apologise thn i pretended tu leave the skool wib xuan after tt she went off n miie n xuan faster run up tu rc rm
thngort the things we nid ferr bbq thn plann our escape thn left
hahas
thn went back bb court
ask troy help us return keys we took a short rest thn left
lolsS
shoOoO FUN? ..
dorts.
im speechless.
all tt running made miie shoOo breathless lorhs
hahas
aniw.
thn i had tu carry 3 bottles of 1.5l swt drinks in moi bag back home
plus a extra large wire gauze
mani tongs
all the frozen food
n all tt realli was hey! tiring ok?!
hahas
struggled tu gt home
shoulders damn damn pain!
at last reached home
woOts
a big big load off my shoulders n hands too
thn fatser put the frozen food intu the fridge
thn went tu look for the spreader n screwers n the put ice tt container
thn got the trolley out n cleaned it
washed the tongs n the ice ontainer
made ice
thn went tu book pit
hahas
the old man bery kind
cos yesterdae i went tu look for him but due tu insufficient funds, dint pay him lorhs
thn he told miie tu come back again but he will reserve the pit for miie
sso went back tudae n paid him
all the $1 n $0.50 derhs coins all digged out frm my piggy bank
i guess he half expected it?
hahas
thn he ask miie lorhs
thn i admit and we both luff
thn he told mi tu keep the $$
jus pay for the $20 for bkin pit
n a $30 deposite which ish refundable if ya clean up the place n dunch disturb the residents there
the original price for deposit was $50lorhs
thn made miie dig out the $$ in my bank
i realise i m bery poor
dortS
but heng gort some $$
cus i still rmb johnathan told miie how impt it was tu save up so euu wuld hab enuff tu use ferr hols=))
ths worsS=))
so i took back the $$ n went tu gek poh buy tingy
was supose tu gt those cheezy hotdogs n charcoal
bt charcoal too ex lerhs
bo hua
so i nv buy
as for the hotdogs, it slipped off moi mind
hahas
thn i onli buy some potato chips
fire crackers and the pull string thn will bomb tt tingy
oso went tu look fer sherlyn derhs mini bdae cake =XX
shhh!~~
hahas
i noe sher wun cum moi blogg read thn disclose derhs
bt dunch tell her larhs
cus we wann gib her surprise=))
thn i tink tink like nth lerhs so went home
gort home buai ta han go eat the potato chips ferr tml
hahas
but nv finish
hahas
no worries
lolsS
i feel shoOo bad lorhs
haben start thn i eat lerhs
like last yr sher derhs bro oso like tt
thn we aall luff luff at sher
lolsS
tt's how i spend tudae
so i ended up being too busy for hmwk again
foke!~
i dunch tink i can complete it lorhs
no
nort dunch tink
ish comfirm
guess i will end up copyin?
hahas
no choice lerhs
lolsS

ok
the real tudae
im counting dwn=))
now ish close tu 1am
we habin bbq at 3pm
ok.
still gort more thn 12 hrs but hey hey
lrt i go slp thn the 12 hrs gone lerhs
lolsS

tml planns.
i gng tu meet yixuan tu help her carry her stuff
thn she cum my house thn we go jp there tugether set up tingy
aiya
i forgot i meetin xuan at wat tyme lerhs
hmpf~
stm.
dorts
ducnh noe ish 2pm or 2.30pm
duhhs
think ish 2pm barhs
ers...
nvm larhs\
i jus go at 2pm
better b earli thn late
aniw
i guess i will end up late again
no doubt abt it
lolsS=))

okok.
signin off lerhs
its 1pm now.
14hrs n counting!~~=))
lalallas

eh wait wait
i suddenli rmb smt
got a qns lydia ask miie derhs
berry toOpid one
or shld i sae qian bian?
hahas
ok
euu ppl go think abt it hors
i ask huhs
: y did tigger look intu the toilet bowl?. . .
think
ans tu b revealed on the next entry
so look out yeas?
hahas

takkairre eberyone n nytes=))
muacks=XX
tigger.was.here//

shaowei

2005-06-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

yeah
tudae i saw shaoweii
hahas
realli miss him damn lorts man
shoOo longg neber heeard of him lerhs?
hahas
he still bery fwenli
when i saw him arhs i jus shoOo happie i dunch noe wat tu sae u him lerhs
hahas
i actualli gort lots tu sae tu him derhs
but im lost of words. . .
hees
thn he still raise his arms wann hug
nort like ah beng at all
lolsS
bt hors if my sis nort ard i will gib ya a big hug=))
i realli realli worri n miss him too much lerhs lors
eben dreamt of him!~~
dorts ryte>?
hahas
aniw tt's y i m shoOo happie tudae
=))
i told him he lost weight lerhs
he still can joke n sae he bcum fit lerhs
hahas
mus b becus he keep on fightin n being torture by police yeas?
hahas
still, he continues tu smoke=((
bad ferr health leii. . .
haiish
wat can i tell euu tt will trueli motivate euu tu stop smoking?. . .

=)) hao.kai.xinn.
tigger was here//

summary

2005-06-11T07:57:00.000-07:00

yea~
im backed after being shoOO lazy n partly becus busy too (it's TRUE. im busy=)) ) thus nort bloggin
but here im again so no point tu miss miie
derhs.
berry lamee.
hahas.
longg tyme no write forgt how shld i start
lolsS

so a summary of wat i hab been doin yeas?
thigns i still rmb are the
famine camp=))
redcross meetings=(
ndp training=)) (zzZ)
nyte trail (scouts invite us tu thier nyte trail sHOOoOo FUN~~) !!

famine camp was realli njoysble
though can b bery time wasting if ya nort on hols
lolsS
wat hab i learnt?. . .
wat do euu tink i learnt other thn how horriblely hungry it feels w/o FOOD!!
no energy
will b bery listless
hab mood-swings easily
keep thinkin of FOOOD!~~
yeap.
i finalli reallise how ke ai food ish
hahas
n how fortunate i m tu hab a regular 3 meals
no trouble no worries at all
bt ppl over at the other side are nort as fortunate lerhs
they hab bloaty bellies due tu nort habing enuff food n takin in too much air? ..
lolsS
during the 30hour i feel bloated too
but nort becos of the food
its esp after i drink water lorhs
hmms
i feel its air larhs
thn realli bery uncomfortable n euu either keep burpin or euu fark.
hahas
i noee euu r luffing
nort funnie leii realli bery xingg ku derhs
hees
tink abt it
quite funnie oshoO larhs
okok
serious.
thn horhs the ppl at cambodia derh n other unfortunate countries realli bery pitiful
they dunch even noe if they will gt 3 meals a dae
but if there ish jus one meal, i m sure they will b shoOo happie='))
sadd horhs
esp the little children dere.
suffering in hell
imagine euu leadin such a carefree life here n other kids of ur age or even smaller r hungry n worries for food
yeaps
tt's famine
its realli torturing
it doesnt mean that they dunch eat thn they dunch hab tu work yeas? . .
they work jus as hard however.
look at their lifs
tears realli will flow if ya ppl c the video tapes n pictures
the kids there suffers frm malnutrition nort jus pure hunger
howeber, though we r blessed n fortunate, i think these strongg kids surviving on their own out dere, always nort givin up hope n enduring the tough life are realli positive
its true they worry for food but that doesnt keep them away frm happiness
unlike us.
we r too hard tu b satisfied
nth can contain us
we r too greedy lerhs
tink abt it barhs.
thn i still rmb gng for the prayers at famine camp
cos i dunch wann go do morning exercise
ok.im lazy. i admit. but i wanna save energy too=))
the prayers kinda scare miie?. . .
mayb becos i buddhist barhs
i felt like as if i betrayed my guan ying niang niang
oh gosh~
hahas
cos they were mostly christian there doin their sundae prayers
onli others lazy ppl go there ferr funn
in the end they keep saein all those things like:
god i love you
god you are the one i live for
all tt.
thn i gort a bery weird feelin
n i feel bery. . .ers. . jus pure weirdness larhs
aiya.
bery hard tu describe the feeling
howeber in the end, instead of doin the prayers i actualli feel dead alsleep with denise (zzZ) . . . >.
but cnt balmm arhs tuu tired lerhs
euu imagine nort habin sufficient energy tu even walk lorhs
thn euu will keep tinkin of food n keep yawning
ok. plas burpin or fark-ing?. . .
duhhs.
hahas
thn we did cip tu help the unfortunate raise $$
we went ard flats tu collect newspapers n clothes
tt was in the mornin of the second dae
thn almost ebery household was still sound alslp orhs
gort one man bery rude lorhs
slamm door at miie
hmpf~~
**grossli insulted~!**
!@$#^*&
euu cant imagine unless euu xperience this famine camp ur self
its realli like half dead derhs feelin
no eneergy no food!!
hahas
in the end we gort watch concert before we actualli countdown tu end the famine camp n tu EAT!!!!
hahas
the concert was damn nicee
esp all the dance the dancers were great n energetic
they can realli dance n some parts bery funnie
all others were full of talents too=))
thn the count dwn eberyonee suddenli gort energy again
hey man.
jus tink of all the food!!
wahhahahas
thn i gobble up moi food when i finalli gort it
lolsS
eat nasi lemark
euu may tink its nth such a big deal
nort abalone wat
but horhs realli bery nicee
esp when ya hungry
all food cum euu jus wann
lolsS
thn after tt i still go jp eat a bowl of beef noodles
hahahahahs
i eat alot derhs lorhs!
lolsS
overall i realli njyed the camp larhs
no regrets
n if there ish another famine camp, i will go again=))

redcross meetings nth tu sae larhs
im speechless=//

ndp trainings
i went tu gib it another shot since they wanna recruit more ppl
hopefullli i can gt intu the main contigent barhs
im realli workin bery hard
n i will nort gib up till the last moment!
jia you lerhs keni~**

yesterdae went for scouts derhs nyte trail
they bery gud arhs still invite redcross
ths wors
lolsS
it was realli funn~~n wat more can i sae but give two thumbs up?. . .
yup they were realli successful n woOts~
hahas
i shallnt disclose much larhs
all their technics n their "SKILLS" tell lerhs next tyme if ya hab the chnace go walk thn nort funn ferr ya lerhs=))
lolsS
thn i wait for my papa cum fetch miie
he 3am thn cum
hahas
but hengg gort the security guard
hes a nicee guy
cos he bery understanding oshoo
thn i can tok tu him abt lotsa things cos he ish open abt stuff too=))
we even gossip abt skool dehs teachers n opps~the principle
lolssS

okok
enuff lerhs larhs horhs
i hand sour sour**
lerhs
lolsS

yeah
~
mondae gng tu blue cross
the ppl dere bery friendly
i begingin tu accept thm n their innocence lerhs
hahas

signing off//
______"tigger.was.here++//**______==

= lazy_______. . . zzZ=

2005-06-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

woOts!~~
its been quite some tyme since i last updated
hahas
i was lazy larhs=/

these few daes i have been busy wib lotsa thoughts
thn hols hmwk still haben touch yet=//
hmms. i guess i will start doin it on the last week?. . .
most probabli larhs.
since i on holidae mood now=P

tudae went tu skool discuss abt redcross camp thingy=))
alot of disagreements?. . .
haiish. i dunch mind abt the disagreements.
in a discussion, they WILL b disagreements.
no doubt abt tt.
wat matters most ish tt we r willing tu sit dwn voice out n solve it tugether
like wat minyen told miie. .
its abt initiative
sitting dere quietli makes no point bt jus contribute tu the miscommunication
tt leads tu misunderstands n unhappinesss
n i m sure tt's nort wat we all wann barhs ryte?. . .
ok. self reflection.
this ish a funn camp
i hope it will b light tuu
n i trueli hope eberyone can b happie n jus enjoy this camp tugether
howeber. . .
dunch let all this disagreements affect our fwenship
this ish jus a small matter n can b easily solved
the problem ish jus communication n understanding
i tink all of us need tu b true n open up tu wat we r unhappi abt
realli.
jus tink about it barhs. . .

hopefulli the camp will turn out real fun barhs=]

hmms. . .next saturdae i gng famine camp lo.
great~i haben even pack moi bagg for the camp
- . -!!
shoOo tired now
dunch tink i gort the energy tuu pack lrt
tink i pack tml barhs
hmms
i tink i m gettin realli lazy
realli leii
after i recovered frm tt 5daes illness. . .
i eat alot
sleep alot
bt neber exercise nor do ani work
jus slack ard n think abt alot of tingy tt i wanna do

my holidae plans(this wk)
1> pack bagg for famine camp
2> sort out camp timetable
3> plann for bbq (clubbers=)) _______. . . )

okok.
stop here lerhs^ ^
shit. . .
i m gettin realli lor-sor
i cant stand myself either.
> . <~!!

tigger//wo.zai.zhe.li_______. . . //

hmms

2005-05-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

tml the obs ppl cummin back lerhs=))
gonna hear their adventures=P

feverish

2005-05-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

ok.guess i had too much of shit frm the incident of JIA-SAI LARHS!
tt's y im sick tudae
i wonder y onli i had excessive.
wat abt my dear jenmey hu like miie jus culdnt get over the TOoopid joke?. . .
lolsS
realli funnie
even till tudae, miie n jenmey can still luff at it
hahas
arghssS. . .
my traot ish darm painn~
can feel the sore-ness
had fever tudae ryte after recess
feel like shit man
the feelin realli ish sucky
i feel cold. my breath was hot.my skin had a preety uncomfortable feeling.
n TA-DA!
im sick wib fever x(

last lesson was bio
escape it wib the excuse tt my dad was cumming tu skool tu fetch miie
ya rytes
as if arhs
i walk tu bus stop take bus home
on the bus i fell intu a bery deep slp.
even had a drm
erms. i fergt the drm lerhs
hahas
bt i rmb nt gting off the bus at jp n the gurl frm jjc woke miie up
dOts.
was quite embarrassing?
lolsS
struggle back home
god.
cant take it
went hm after tt took 2 panadols thn went tu slp
nw jus woke up
n im definiteli feeling much better
hahas=))
lets see. . .
woO!!~
i slp ferr a whole 5 hrs!
hahas

nth much happened
tml ish last dae of skoOOl fer those gng obs
duhhs.
shld i b happie? .. . or sad?. . .
gonna miss lotsa lessons
esp maths
haiish
aldy bery poor lerhs still mus miss klass
great
im waitin tu c i will fair fer the next exam
=.= !!
hope obs will b great funn=))

signning off
//tigger//
shen bing lerhs.feverish____. . .

shoppin trip!^^

2005-05-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

went skool dis morning tu. . .slack?
hahas
guess shoo bas
i oshoOO dunch noe go ferr wat
jus rmb go skool do wksts (after exams still do.wat the.)
hahas
thn check marks n stuff
the thing i rmb most vivdli ferr tudae ish playin ard with melia derhs keleidoscope
lolsS
shooO fun
thn blah blah
as usual assembli sucks
was damn borin
i slept fer a while thn woke up head pain pain derhs
thn went tu slp again (lols)
i wasnt tu bnlame
i MUST emphasize how BORING the assembli always were!
hahas
after skoOl chiong tu find ms haiza n someone else tu settle some things
ok great~~
im gng off tu obs (outward bound singapore) peacefulli n oshoOO tu the 30hrs famine camp
cos i wun b gng ulp (unit leadership training) lerhs
hmms. . .ms haiza sae will send miie dere wib another gp of peeps at dec this yr
shOO guess i hab tu wait?
hahas
nebermind larhs
at least i can attend the famine camp n obs liaos=))
cant believe i m shoOo luckie
all the camp crashing ontu one another
shoOo zhun ryte?
hahas

after skool went queensway dere shopping
shop fer obs derhs stuff wib huizhen jenmey sokying dolly valarie n xinhui
walk round n round
leg painpain
hahas
in the end only bought sports bra n swim wear
hahas
bt quite alot lerhs larhs
cos quite ex?
bt heng gt great spore sale
thn gt discount=))

went hm took bus thn too mrt
thn on the mrt something serious yet funnie thing happened
we all gt scolded by an uncle
he shouted : "JIA-SAI LARHS!!"
tu us
yup
hahas
htis ish wat happened
i dunch noe tu luff or tu cry
bt in the end we jus ended up luffin
lolsS
the mrt was damn crowded
we hao bu rong yi squeeze ontu the mrt
thn after tt the next stop i was thinkin shld we go out tu let the others go out tuu?
cos we were standing in front of the door n it was like blockin the way?
however, we didnt wanna stand dere either
jus tt we had no choice
hahas
the whole mrt wsas too squeezy lerhs
not even a space tu move
all was shoOo cramped up
even our dear jenmey complained of habing ZERO fresh air!!
haahahas
cos she was short thn she was squeezed thn she was surrounded
hahas
thn she was like
"wat the hell
all this giant
snatchin my fresh air n squeezin miie~?"
lolsS
thn when the door of the mrt opened at the next stopped, we planned tt if there were ppl hu wanted tu gt off the mrt, we wuld go out tu allow space fer them tu leave the train
however when the door opened, there was no movement at all
thinking tt nobody wanted tu leave, we jus stood there lorhs
thn suddenli eberyone started squeezin tu go out
wat the?. ..
thn all of us were jus pushed tu a side by the rushin crowd
all of us flat i assume
or at the very least, i noe i m aldy flat n motionless
lolsS
half my body was stamped tu the side glass of one seat the other half of my body was pressed against another ah pek (lols. dunch luff!! hahas.i dunch wann tt eihter.bt i was PUSHED!!hahas.its my back being pushed against him.god. . .))
thn another kan chiong aunty ppl haven leave the mrt she wann cum in
squeeze in lerhs i cannot move our
gt one uncle keep shoutin fer us tu move away frm the exit bt besides tt i was stucked at the back, i was stucked at the front too
jenmey was totalli pressed tu miie
half of jenmey's body was on miie the other half was on sokying
shoOO we were all stucked
cannot move at all
shoOO i jus looked helplessli at the rushin ppl
n with their flow tu the door, how can i tsake my position n move away?
so i nv move lorhs
futhermore the tooOpid kan chiong aunti was totalli blockin my way tuu lorhs
so neber move
eberyone tot i retarded or wat still not movin despite the shoutings of the uncle
n i was like "wat the?. . ."
thn gt one uncle while he was gng out, he shouted:"JIA-SAI LARHS!!"
god.
we were all shoOo shocked
euu shld hab seen jenmey's face
hahas
bery funnie
her mouth half open
guess she was jus as shocked?
lolsS
aniw.
after the uncle went off n the door close, we move away frmt he door n looked at each other
all of us gong gong derh
thn we started luffin n discussin abt it all
hahas
shoOo damn funnie lorhs
throughout, we were shoOO happili lufffin at the "JIA-SAI LARHS!!" instead of feelin crossed abt the scoldings
lolsS
bt i still think its funnie
lolsS

thn went imm wib huizhen n jenmey
still tokin non stop abt the JIA-SAI LARHS joke
lolsS
luff my ass out man!~~
i realli cnnt stand it dunch nope y
bt the uncle scold until bery funnie
lolsS
ask us go eat shit
wat the tOOTS!!~~~
walk tu imm.
cos hte bus bery longg wait
thn we jus walk bery fast there
lolsS
we bought lotsa accessories fer bery cheap price
wahh.
shoOO fun lorhs
we luff n luff non stop arhs
lotsa toOPid jokes larhs
lolsS
thn we buy the accessory like dunch nid $$ lidat thn we very tempted tu buy alot of thingy lorhs
cant stand it man.
lolsS
thn at the end of the dae i still rmb huizhen saaein: oh god how tu report tu mama? i onli brought paper panti lolsS n lotsa asscessory
lolsS
thn mi n jenmey luff like hell again
thn still gt lotsa funnie stuff happen?
i dunch noe larhs
jus not i realli totalli enjoyed my dae wib thm lorhs
real great deal of fun n luffter

now i recall . . .
shoOO sad
seems shoOO long since i realli luff my heart out wib a bunch of peeps
my fwens. . .
haiish
where?. . .
wat happened?. . .
hu r the ones left wib miie? . . .
i wonder.
im alittle afraid tt somedae. . .something bad might happen tu all of us
our gang.
haiish
how can i b comfort at this end?. . .

tigger//signing off//lub the dae//

off tu sentosa again!~~

2005-05-14T20:25:00.000-07:00

two daes ago we had our last paper
tt fridae we straight after the very last paper chiong tu sentosa tann
hahas
got sokyin,huizhen,karyin,dolly,peixin,jenmey,valarie,peishi n miie
outa shoO mani peeps onli sokyin,huizhen,peishi,valarie n i noe how tu swim nia
peixin was okok.
tink she noe abit tuu
hahas
we went palawan beach
where we tann at the float dere
at first the others dunch noe how swim derh were tannin at the shore there while the ones whu noe how tu swim tann at the float dere
thn after dat dunch noe wat happen we went tu bring the others tu the float
like mi n peishi each hold peixin derh hands thn swim tu the float dere
yup
bery dangerous
but we had done tt upteen tymes n we werent realli worried
all went well fer dolli peixin n jenmey
until it was karyin
bery funnie
i still rmb sokyin sae we mus all go if not karyin sure wun reach dere
lolsS
cus karyin was quite scared?
aiya.cos ducnh noe how swim mahs
i tink the waters ish rather kong bu tuu
if i didnt noe how tu swim
even when i knew how tu swim
i didnt dare go all the way tu the float
tt was my first tyme
cos realli scari
thn i still rmb pullin the ropes n struggling with the fear within miie
hahas
but now xi guan lerhs not scare lerhs=))
shooO we too much effort tu brin the half luffin half trembling karyin over
she was shoOo relieved when she finalli reached the float lorhs
hahas
thn we tann tann n tann
thn we sing song on the float
they even played games
jenmey peishi n i cant rmb hu else was playin the "i gt peace by the river"
hahas
thn we tok lots
luff n it was realli shoO much fun
realli bery enjoyable
eberyone seem tu hab forgotten tt we actualli hadskool
all of us tot ish saturdae
lolsS
after quite sometyme
a few of us got kinda sea sicked?
hahas
thn karyin wanted tu go back ashore
but she arhs
dunch dare cum dwn the float
lolsS
thn all of us (mi sokyin peishi n huizhen)
were all waiting fer her in the water
karyin still dunch dare cum down
no choice
mi n sokyin hab tu demo how tu gt off the float , the step by step guide
lolsS
but still, our dear karyin was strugglin wib gettin off the float
no choice lerhs
shoOo mi n sokyin blink blink thn sokyin push karyin dwn while i kinda catch her in the waters
lolsS
hahas
it was realli a shock fer karyin
n she cry!!~~
arhss
hahahas
thn she luff n cry at the same tyme while hangin ontu the side of the float
lolsS
n we all ask her whether she was cryin or tt she was luffin
hahas
realli funnie her expression
after tt she hang on there fer bery long until she even complained tt her hands were aching due tu the hanging
shooO funnie
thn we brouht her ashore
the life guard kinda sense tt karyin dunch noe how swimm
so when we got tu the shore i told karyin tt if the guard ask if she knew how tu swim she mus sae she noe..jus tt she sea sicked
lolsS
lame excuse ryte?
but tt was the onli tingy i culd tink of
hahas
thn the toOpid lufe guard kept a close watch on us
he seems tu hab sensed tt we were tryin tu get all the others back ashore
thn we got a rather stupid plann?
hahas
our plann was tt we mus pretend we r racing
the non swimmer mus pretend tu noe how tu swim but cannot swim cos this ish the game rule
thn two swimmers bring thm ashore
thn when we finalli reach shore
boy was it tiring
thn the life guard came tu ask n sae
"next tyme if ur fwens donot noe how tu swim, plz dunch bring thm over."
n we were like
. . .
ok. .?
hahas
aniw
thn we went seven 11 buy food eat
after tt play captains ball
thn play volliball
hahas
shooO funn
i tink my skills fer volliball gting beter?
ok
bhb.
i noe
hahas
thn got one tyme the others play in the water exept mii n sok yin
we bery palyful still wann swim
shoOo we swim tu the float at the bery end there thn it was realli scary?
cos the sun set lerhs mahs
thn the water quite dark
n we cant see a thing below us
shoO fear gripped us
swimmin there was bery scari fer miie i mus admit
cos i kinda imagine lotsa human eatin fishes dwn below mii, cummin ryte up tu gt miie
in the end i reach the flaot v kan chiong climb up thn felt alittle better
thn i told sokyin how i felt while gng there
sokyin oshoO sae she felt uneasy n tt she was scared tuu
thn she sae it was v errie esp when we took our eyes off shore rite up tu the other end where the ships were harboured
shoOo SCARII
!!
thn we kinda called fer help frm the others
they tot we playin wib thm thn nobody care lor
still continue tu play their ball
hmpf
hahas
thn mi n sokyin realli terrified
sokyin sae she felt like we werre on a deserted island
hahas
thnwe keep calling fer help
the others see us half luff half scared thn tot we wann bluff thm over
shOo they didnt cum tu our rescue
heng eventualli huizhen came
thn at the count of
1
2
3
mi n sokyin jump tu the waters n started swimmin bery rapidli
thn sokyin told huizhen abt our horrible tots lorhs
n huizhen was like. . .wat the ?
hahas
thn felt bery unsafe the rest of the tyme i went into the water
aniw. it was bery fun
thn we go bath thn go eat
hahas
thn went home
shoOO enjoyable
we all now all skin painpain lerhs
hahas
mi oshoO but xi guan jiu hao=))
hahas

saturdae spend it slackin

todaes sundae im gng off tu my grandma's house
sians.
okok
im gng tu bath
hahas

signin off.

tigger//skin.painpain//
**tong.tong**
hahas. x))

late

2005-05-06T23:42:00.000-07:00

aiyo.
im late ferr bio class again.
-_________-~!!
hate it man.
realli hate the fact tt i hab tu b late eberytyme
esp this year
gone case liaos miie.
hmms.
miss out alot i guess?. . .
suppose tu wake up at 6.30am derhs.
bio start at 8.00am
i dunch rmb i off moi alarm
could sis hab been the culprit ?
hmms.
lrt ask her barhs
she eberytyme close my alarm
shooO qian da =//
i onli woke up at 8.30am
reach skool at 10.00am
in the end onli attend 30mins bio?. . .
dOts. ryte?
hahas.
hengg got melisa help miie
she lend mi her notes
still teach miie
shooO kind of her=))
**gan.dong**
heesS
ths wors mel=P
after tt went mcdonals meet sherlyn
troy came tu gib us the notes ms foo had printed fer us
ths troy
there wasnt enuff shoO he gib his tu lydia
thn he went off lerhs
lydia oso went home soon after he went out of mc.
cos lydia wann study
shoOo dilligent
hmms.
sherlyn n melisa go buy mothers dae prexxie
mi go meet parents peii they all eat
hahas.
eat until now.
shooO late xia.
lrt still hab bio wksts tu do
thn study physics
sians.
eberybody jiayou ferr mye worsS=D
signing off
wyeewyee x))
tigger.was.here//

ths mstan

2005-05-05T22:44:00.000-07:00

ths ferr the cookies ms tan
hope euu speedy recovery worsS
tudae derh amaths paper was hell
hahas
aniw pray hard i will pass
lolsS
tigger.was.here//

labour dae

2005-05-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

yeahh..
ths to labour dae
we got 1 more dae break
hahas
of cos
i believe tt most students arnt spared of hmwk due to the upcomming exams
hahas
aniw.
eberybody jiayou fewrr mye worsS!~~
=))
tigger.was.here//jiayou eberyone=))

crapp

2005-04-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

god.
x'ems!!
they r here to invade moi life again!!!!
fuck off fuck off fuck off!~~

y?
y xéms?
cant we jus learn ?. . .
aiya.......................
i hate xéms larhs
i dunch want xéms.
can i hab a choice?.

wah laos.
no choice no life larhs
gibmiie moi choice in life!!
betta off dead
if death cos no pains
how gud wuld it b
cos by thn i can leave this toOotssssssS world
darn it.

lets hab a vote tu release moi stress n make miie happie=)) okies>?
no! euu cant leave
euu hab no choice, rmb?
so vote!!

hu supports no xéms ..breathe!!!!!
(jus keep on breathing.hangin there.enduring.dunch gib up.dunch stop breathing...)
dunch stop till euu drop. hear it ?
n keep breathing cos euu arnt charged a cent ferr breathing in excess air
its FREE!!
n when singaporeans hear this word,
they will probabli go mad n breathe like there ishh no tml. . .
hahas.

ok.
tt's crap tu relieve anione feelin stress
if i didnt manage tu make euu luff. . .
at least smile?. . .
awwee!~~
gibbmiie some support will ya?
fine!
im off.
but i m tellin euu..
i will continue tu breathe
even if i m stress
i will not let moiself go breathless n die off in pain
(pain//vain//waste>>get the methaphor?)
n since all the air i breathe ish absoluteli free,
i shld let it go awaste yea?
hahas

//hu.xi//tigger.was.here//breathe-on//

OILY

2005-04-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

arhhhss~~!!
pimples are invading moi facee!!
sobS sobS"

hahas
todae weather ishh still bery bad
yesterdae was worst
aniw.
feeling realli oily on the face ryte now
after bloggin this entry
im gng for a bath=))
wee~~

tml got two test
bio n chem
great~~
i think i will die of excessive studies
but hu cares aniw?
the onli thing ppl care abt nowadeas..
the scores
the results
not the hardwork
not the effort
haiish..

hmms
aniw.
jus blogging ferr the sake of bloggin tudae
cos praticalli nth happened?. . .
hahas
yup
ok
this entry ends here=))
takkaire of ur facee eberyonee x)
hahas.

" oily'>>
connie.bu.shi.con-lau.dao.ci.yi.you//

rainn

2005-04-16T01:58:00.000-07:00

yup..
its raining now
quite heavy derh rainn
hees
gud leii
shooOo shuang=))

jus now went to cut hair at shirley mah with yixuan baobeii
thn went her house eat durian ice-cream n chit-chat
hahas
the durian ice-cream rawks man!!~~
her mama make derh
shoOo nicee
thn she send miie home
woOts~~!!

toOpid car.
first time i was splashed with water by carr
gOsh~
dunch noe shld luff or cry
lolsS
the car zoOmm past miie
thn came a tsunamii towards miie
n
TA-DA!!~~
im WET.
dotS.
thsS shoOo much to the toOpid car
toOts~!!

lrt at nyte still gng to see stars wib peishi dey all
hmms.
hope tonite realli got stars worSS
eberytyme not much stars up dere to c
heeS

tigger.was.here//

fridae

2005-04-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

finalli..
fridae. .
im shoOo shacked~~
!!
a thousand thsS tu all the toOpid testes tt flows on n alongg like nobodies business
STRESS ! !
++help miie++

with a blink of the eye
this week's over
blink again n next week's here

**warning: dunch blink too much
or euu'll realise tt
x'ems are right before those POOPPING eyes of urs!!
eeeeekkss!~~
ihatex'ems//>>
!@#$%^&*() toOtsS~

tudae suppose tu go redcross speech dae parade rehersal
"unfortunately" got a musical
i was torn b/t the parade rehersal n the musical
in the end i choose the musical
cos realli tink dunch go v wasted
osho not eberytyme got this kindaa opportunities derh mahs
shoo..
hab tu disappoint ms haiza huhs?. .
n i escaped the tough rehersal
yeas. . **blink-blink**

so after skool went nus dere watch the musical
>> ANNE OF GREEN GABLES
shooOo nicee the play.
**nodds**two-thumbs-up**
jus tt at the starting of the play the actors n actress all sing outa tune
or pitch weird weird one..
hahas
alittle of humour + little sorrow

aniw. i was tinking. .
if tt play was transformed into TWELFTH NIGHT
the literature novel im currently studyin by WILLIAM SHAKESPHEAR
how gud wuld it b.
PURRRFECT=))
i realli hope got twelth night derh play ferr us tu watch ..
mayb nxt i nth tu do can go find ms betty or mdm oen ask thm to help us keep a look out=))
hees

speakin of mdm oen
now i kinda liked her
well..
actualli..
she isnt tt bad afterall
quite nicee derh bax
jus tt she ish stricter thn mr ong esp with disciplinary thingy
but realli..
like ms haiza said:
she has got all her virtuals
tt's realli nicee
n i can c tt she ish being v tolerant n patient tu all of us
frankli speakin
we (the fuhua students) realli v ...rude?
or rather ish **mean** to her bax
i use to hate her shooo v much
cus i think she ish like always findin faults in us
n pickin us out
but now..
or rather
after the 'stay-in' i had in her office...
i feel tt
she's rather nicee
yea..
im ferr real, no kiddin ppl
n ferr those hu hab read dis paragraph
pls a thousands n to the power of infinite,
give it some thought
do some soul-searching
realise the good
n the bads.. =XX
like wat minyen use to sae (esp in her bloggy):
// What is RIGHT is right,
eben if NO ONE is doingg it
What is WRONG is wrong,
eben if EBERYONE is doingg it
time will tell eberything //
so..
realli people
take some time to think abt it hors
and hopefulli
you all can realise her gud lars
cus
i did think abt it
n i guess i realli realise she ish a gud principal afterall
( i have seen her done her work)
hahas..
cus tt tyme in her office..
lolsS
aniw.
imagine not haveing acceptance
ACCEPTANCE--its realli eberything one needsin this world.
she too=))

on thursdae, my tortise was finalli found
so end of the "WANTED" poster i was abt to paste ard
lolsS.
ok
tt's super-duper lamee
-______________-!!~

tt naughtie one.
dad found it lying half dead on the kitchen floor
lmao >.<
heng arhs dad saw it
or i dunch tink i will eber c it live again
sure die derhs lors..no water..
ahiyoyos
somemore heard frm dad this ish not the first tyme garlic escape lers
dad sae it ish naughti
like miie
!!~~
hmpf
**box dadd**
hahas
kiddding

ok lars
one last thingy before i endd:
anione interested in tay-kuan-do ??
(erms.iadmit im poor in spelling>.< )
duhhsS
b sure to inform miie owrsS=))

signing off//
ps. rmb the soul-searchingg=))
tigger.miss.euu//

in skool~~

2005-04-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

ok..great~~
ms bavani jus caught miie usin this comp ferr moi own recreational purposes.
but heng she gud nv scold miie
aniw, this arnt stopping miie worS

rmb the little tortise i jus bought?
it had jus gone MISSING yesterdae
yup.
in my house
dotX
n its nowhere to b found!!~~
ARGHH..

aniw..
this few daes cant cum online lerhs.
cus bery busy

lrt still got bio xtra lesson
after tt got parade
wat the
i forget to bring my barret
great
i niida rush home to get it lrt
suai arhs=))
thn tudae late
-_______________-!!~~
all ths to sis larhs
off moi alarm thn nv wake miie up

oppsS
here cums ms bavani
bye=))

tigger//

two little cuties=))

2005-04-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

hahas..
tuday went eat curry fish head for a branch.
branch: breakfast cum lunch
jessica baobeii teach miie how to use this word derh =))
hahas
thn after lunch go pet shop
was v sian (".)
bro was looking at tortise
mun n dad were immersed in the world of theirs n the fishes..
-________-!!~~
thn i oso entertain moiself by looking at the tortise
mum sae can buy leii.
shooO gud
shOo miie n bro both choose one n
TA-DAA!!~~
here's wat we hab--> two cutties
one of a lighter green (which ish mine)
and one of a darker green (this ish bro's)
haben give it a name
but if i realli cant cum outa ani name,
i guess i'll call mine garlic
hahas
yup
garlic
dunch ask why=X

yesterdae nyte went to see stars at topfloor of carpark
with troy n ziming
saw jenmey n jiayu at jp again..
hahas
always see them at jp derh
lolsS
but they nv go c stars with us cuz they hab to go home lerh

yesterdae no starts derh
the whole sky was dark..
covered by layers n layers of dark clouds

after tt hanxiang weiren n eddie oso happen to b there
so ended up got 6 ppl dere lers
after tt michelle n her bro oso cum
tt means got 8 peeps lerh
thn came two of troys fwen
lolsS
tt makes it ten
so in the end..
realli lotsa peeps dere.
waiting to die??. .
they claimed tt it was predicted tt yesterdae (090405) was suppose to b
shi jie mo ri derh
i tot..
mayb dying there w/o troubles oshoo gud bax.
but in the end?`
the toOpid volcano nv erupt
y nv erupt?
erupt larhs.
end the whole world
...

aniways..in the end nv die up dere larhs
or i wun b here typing a new entry to update this bloggy
hahas

signing off__. .
//tigger//

a dae wasted with the principal // ths idiotic teo~

2005-04-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

yup
i wasted a dae at the principals office on thursdae. (06th aug'05)
she insisted tt i habto apologise to tt toOpid teo before she lets miie return tu my klass roOm.
but i told her tt i wasnt in fault n i would NEBER apologise!~~

this was wat happened rite in the morning:
i did not brin my pe attire cuz it wasnt dry
so i told mr kuzini
(my pe teacher whose name i dunch noe how to spell) abt it
mr kuzini doesnt seem tu believe
he ask mi go walk ard the field as punishment
i told him my tt tingy cum so v tired i dun wann walk
but he dunch believe
sae wat crap..
i no mc no letter how ish he tu believe miie
i was like..
wat the?. .
this kinda thingy need go c doc take mc derh mahs?
pe first period i always reach skool on the dot how to hab tyme write letter?
pe not dry like i wann like tt..
dotX
so i v irritated tt tyme
but still went walk the field with 4 other fwens
(hu like miie no pe but they got pe attire)
juz tt they nv attend pe for wateber n wateber reasons
so the 5 of us
including miie tt ish..
went to walk in the field.
not long after we entered the field n started walking
sexy leg or hairy leg watsoeber called for us
so we approached him

the conversation:

teo: wat are you all doin in the field?
us: walking lar
teo: y are eu all shoo rude?!!
us: where got rude?. . .
teo: mr kuzini ask u all to walk ar?
me: un nah..
teo: y are u sho rude?!
me: dotx.i where got rude?
teo: (nagg n nagg n nagg)

thn tt idiotic teo keep addin words in my mouth
he sae i sae wateber wateber crap to him.
like i realli said tt?..
thn i ask all my fwens who r witnesses for miie to witness tt i never sae ani of the tingy tt he sae i said
diaos lorh him.
thn he nth to sae diam diam

after tt he sae (teo): i got sae i sae meh?i onli imply from wat u sae.
mi: (feeling angered): wat imply? i nv sae tt means nv sae. how can u anihow imply?
teo: you are sho rude!

meanwhile ziming n chonghuan hu were running saw us with teo..
thn when they run past teo they cought a deep n sharp cought mr teo like kanna shock..
lolss
aniways..
ziming was retained by teo at one side
thn i was luffing cuz v funnie
thn teo sae i v rude ask miie cum outa field
so i went out n stood wib ziming
thn we luff luff
teo c us luff he bu shuang thn he cum scold mi n ziming again...

teo: did i sae you can lean against the wall? (he toking to ziming)
ziming: (moving off frm wall)
me: hahas.
ziming: hee.
teo: is it very funnie? (toking to mi)
me: wat? huh.i luff oso cannot ar?
teo: you are so rude!
me: wat? i luff beta thn frown rite?frown need alot of muscle derh lei..
teo: are you trying to defy mi?
me: wat ? wat defy you. i where got?
teo : you better pull him out (toking to ziming.wans ziming to help him pull chonghuan out)
ziming: (irritated) har nah.
teo: nag nag nag
me: luff luff luff
teo: can you stop luffin?( to mi)
me: wat? this kind of thing how can control wan?funnie thn i luff larh.
teo: you shut up!! (he shouted)
me: dotX (i made this sound so loud he gott more irritated.yesh!~~)
teo: if u like luffin so much u can stay back after skool eberydae to luff
me: (look away..thinking: wat makes he tinkls he can keep mi after skool? i cannot run meh?)

after tt chonghuan was also pulled out n he told mi ziming n chonghuan to follow him
so to the office we went

before we reach the office..

teo: two of you cum (to his pe assistants)
they carry the equipments n ziming was standing there
teo: are you tryin to block their way?
ziming: wat? i where got block their way?
teo: i noe you did it purposeli.
ziming: wat?!!
me: (luff)
teo: (look at mi)
ziming: (move away n stood beside mi)

fucking teo intellengence got prob he turn n changed his direction tt means facing mi n ziming now n u noe wat the hell he said?

teo: why do you all like to block my way sho much? purposely one rite?!
mi n ziming : wat ?!!

i moved away to behine tt teo
thn u all noe wat he sae?

teo: wat are you trying to do?

diaos lorh him i stand in front or behine him oso cannot
siaos

thn i v sacarstic sae: wat? you sae i block your way so i move here mah. dun block your way wat?! you got ani prob mah?!
teo: (stare at mi)

brought us to office.
in the office..

teo: give mi ur parents number (toking to mi)
me: i wun give you derh lors!waste my parents tyme onli!this ish juz a small problem you wann to make it so big!you tink my parents so free entertain you ar?!! (i shouted till my voice spread to the entire office..even mr govin(our dm) looked here)
teo: (feeling unbearable n embrassed) you cum here you cum here

and he took miie to the principal's office

teo: (tokin POLIETLY to the principle, mdm oen.) this girl here ish very rude to me. and she didnt even have her pe attire with her for pe..
oen: ok. you may leave her here
teo: (left to deal with ziming n chonghuan)
oen: girl cum..
me: (approach her)
oen: young girl..tell me wat happened?
me: (tell her eberyting)
oen: in the first place, it was ur fault tt u didnt have ur pe attire
me: like i want one. i already made the effort to wash it. jus tt it didnt dry.
oen: its your choice to make it dry
me: (thinking: wat the hell she toking?)
oen: and eu realli tok like ah lian
me: huh?... i tok like ah lian? where got? jus alot of slangs wat.
oen: see..
me: wat?..onli todae i suai thn kanna caught
oen: wat ish the language "suai"abt thn?
me: suai arhs..erms.er.dunch noe lei.
oen: (bla blah blah)
oen: you apoloise to mr teo and i let eu go
me: no. i wun apologise derh..its not my fault.he was picking on mi.eberything i do he bushuang.i wun apologise for someting tt i wasnt in fault n ish his problem tt he wanna find mi trouble.futhermore i apologise he will becum more xiao zhang derh. no way m i apologising
oen: thn eu shall stay here with mi
me: fine lor.
oen: cum eu cum sit here..
me: (sat on her chair)
oen: why dunch eu apologise its not wrong to apologise
me: its not a matter of whether or not its wrong or not to apologise. it ish jus not rite for you to tell mi to apologise to him since i m NOT in fault.he dun like the way i tok i also cant help it?..
oen: he has made a lot of contributions in this skool.jus give in to him?
me: he make contributions ish his prob. not mine. i dunch care wat contributions he made.aniway he got make wat contributions?..
oen: he plays a v impt part in disciplinary department. he always helps to catch those bad students
me: and you noe y? tt's because he ish juz a busybody. cant juz mind his own business and leave us alone..
oen: hais..anw. if you unch apologise thn i m not lettin eu go
me: i m NOT apologising

thn oen went on to do her work
while i stared blankli in the air
thn i took out my hp to msg melisa.
actualli wann her to tell my fwens where i m now n how i ended up dere
but she nv cum skool
piangXeh.
thn troy msg mi
he ask where teo brought mi to n how i m now
thn i told him i in principal office n stuffs
thn yixuan oso msg mi
jessica's msg came next

oen: you dunch waste time here.come, help mi do some work.
me: ok
oen: (pass mi stuff n taught mi how to do it)
me: (did her work)

after i finished with tt i went on to msg again

oen: so have you tot abt it? are you gng to apologise?
me: i dunch apologise thn you dun let mi go iszit?
oen: ya
me: ok lor. i tell you i sae i wun apologise tt means i wun apologise. you can keep mi here. i dunch mind.(cuz i nv finish hmwk so i dun wann go back klass..sit in oso gud)
oen: y r u so stubborn
me: (thinking: this ish persistance..not stubborn)
oen: aniway you dun waste tyme here
(threw mi magazines to read)

oen bery gud arhs..
still give miie magazines to read.
but eu noe wat the magazines were abt?
abt birds (jurong bird park magazine)
abt ncc (wat the i red cross not ncc..)
n abt moral tingy (this ish reall borin)
i preten to read but was actualli msgin my fwens
at intervals oen n i chat thn i osho ask her alot of qns tt i have always had doubt in since she came to our skool n change some of the systems
but got one particular qns she nv ans miie...

me: y my klass so mani training teachers ? my klass all feel like guiniue pigs tt are used for experiments..
oen: (looked at mi..speechless.smiled.continued with her work...)
me: (thinking: i knew it.our klass realli ish the kinda bai lao shu used for experimental stuffs.hmpf)

thn i slack in her office as hours passed..
v sians lor
nth to do derh

thn oen sae: y not i tell eu a secret tt nobody noes?
me: ok.sae lorh.
oen: but you muz apologise first.
me:ok.thn you dunch sae.

and i looked away.hu cares of her secret aniway? it mus have not been something big since she still can tell mi..exchanging such a secret for my diginity n pride? no way man!~~you tink i 3yrs old stupid kido arhs?

recess came..

i heard the door at the back of the office open
heard peishi's voice
soon, i saw ...
troy, chonghuan,ziming,peishi,lydia,jessica,jiahui....
walk pass the principal office
they shoo gud cum c miie
the principal's door nv close so they saw miie n the principal v clearly..
the prinicipal doin her work while i slack in her arm chair
ths wors eu all..
shoo nicee cum c mi=))

oen: are those your fwens?
me: un huh..
oen: see your fwens cared for eu so much.so shldnt you apoloise?
me: no?!
oen: (shake head)i m gng out for recess.you can stay here n b stubborn all you want.i juz wann you to know tt if you can take a step back, everyting will b fine.
me: (thinking: y dunch you call tt toOpid lao teo to take a step back if things can b solved like tt?)
oen: aniw..you cant stay in my office when i m gone. you sit outside.

so i went ouside to sit.
v sians.
so i told one of the clerk i go out drink water lrt cum back.
aniway oen not ard let mi go out she oso dunch noe
so i went out to the canteen to look for my fwens

peishi n the others: connie you finali out lers arhz?!!
me: shhhh=XX oen nearby dunch shout
jessica: wei!!~~oen lookin in our direction
me: quick..yilingg,block miie.
yiling: orh orh..
lydia: so you gt apologise?
me: no larhs

qijun n the ohter guys at the other table osoo ask mi if i m out cuz i apologise but i told thm i juz sneak out.nv apologise n i wun apologise.

me: i want water
peishi: ivy they all go buy ler.
lydia: eh mdm oen gud not?
me: aiya..okok lar..she not fierce one

ivy came: waters here..connie you out ler ars
me: no.i sneak out derh
ivy: orhs..
me: eh ppl i go back lers arhs..bye=))
everyone: byebye!~~

thn i ran back to office
sat in office n slack again
afew mins before recess end,
my gang of fwens were ghere once more.
with a few of the fwens i m not v close with
like jiaohui, wei wei n even hweeling came..
yixuan v gud arhs.
ran all the way to the third floor to grab my bottle for mi so i wun die of thirst
eberyone even the guys came lor
all there to support miie to not gib up
i was more determined tt i wun apologise to teo
after tt recess bell went they still dunch wann go.
but the clerks chase them all out..
lolss!~~
so left miie dere to rot alone again
sat there
msg msg.
sleep.
slack.

alot of teachers saw miie all cum tok to miie.
ths mr chia, ms lee, mr go. mr phor? <--mr phor nv did much but ths him cuz he was the one whoo finalli release miie at the end of the dae
mr go v gud at leaste he understands miie. at leaste he wun stand at mr teo derh side cuz teo ish a teacher n HOD
mr chia ths for councelling n guiding miie (though it didnt work..hahas)
ms lee for smiling at miie hahas

at 12.30pm
oen: im goin off.hab you decided.do you want to apologise?
me: no.i sae i wun apologise.
oen: thn i have no choice but to send you to dm
me: (thinking: ok..tt's better.at leaste mr go n govin all bery gud one)
oen: phor, i have a case for you.
me: wat the hell? y phor? he not dm wat..dotX
phor: i noe abt her.i juz tok to her.i can do nth if she wants to rot there

tt's roughli wat i heard

oen: i m gng off let her go eat.she haven eaten since recess (toking to phor)

i was writing my reflections then.
mr go ask mie write derh.
cux he sae i oso nth to do y not juz use this time write down wat happened
thn i write lor
write until i v gek
fucking teo!!!!!

phor: gurl you go have your lunch
me: dun wann lar
phor: no you go eat. mdm oen told mi you haven eaten since recess
me: nvm lar.i dun wann eat i not hungry
phor: no you go eat
me: no i dunch wann to eat
phor: no go go. go canteen eat
me: (bang on table) i sae i dun want to eat larh! i not hungry! i frm morning sit here till now oso nv exercise abit how to get hungry?!! i juz want to go back to klass larh!!!!

feeling v gek v angry v irriated tears flowed outa my eyes.

phor: (looked at mi)

there was a pause.

phor: okok.you go back to klass...
me: wait lar.i haven finish writing.i write finish thn go back
phor: ok. (thn he went out)

wahh..
tt instance was i shoo v happie!
faster wrote the incidence n gave it an ending
thn went back to kalss at 1.30pm sharp.

walk up spiral saw mani teachers all ask mi wat happened to mi
thn i repeated the story 3 tymes..
hahas
walk up spiral osho so mah fan.
lols
v late thn reach klass rm..
hahas

my klass having literature tt tyme
i go in eberyone like v happie cheering for mi
hahas
but i was half dead from too much of slacking
hahas
felt v restless tt tyme
thn i heard frm chonghuan wat happened to him n ziming n tt yue li oso kanna mr teo kb after teo deal with ch n zm.

eberyone was v interested of wat i did with the principal n whether i did apologise as i was finalli out!~~
woOts.
after tt the other half of my klass cum back n i have to repeat the whole story again
cuz half was literature klass the other was history klass
thn ms haiza v funni osho wann help mi smack idiotic teo's ass!~~
hahas
after tt went netball thn have to repeat the whole story frm head to toeagain..
lolssS
whole skool noe liaos.
but nth to b proud of.
jus an adventure tt ish realli unforgetable
aniw. nxt i beta stay away frm teo

ms tan my form teacher oso came to c mi to find out wat happened.
i tot oen inform her abt mi derh
hu noes ish mr chia tell her derh.
mus hab spread in the staff rm too..
aniway. i tot ms tan gng to scold miie
but she tell mi better apologise though she oso dunch think i m ryte or tt i m worng but beta not play ard with ppl frm HOD or they will pick on eu nxt.esp teo!
thn she even gave mi real life examples of lydia n melisa.
these two oso being acussed of rudeness after tt subsequentli nv had peace cuz always kanna teo kb.
teo always pick on their attire n stuff
hahas
so in conclusion ms tan was juz to find out wat happened n to advice mi to stay aways frm teo nxt=))
ths ms tan
and my chinese teacher ms yao..oso thank you for councelling mi wors.

longg entry.
i oshoo tired lers.
signing off here=))
feel free to leave ur comments
if eber there ish a need,
eu are permitted to pollute my tagboard by cursing teo xP
hahas
ok larh..
bye eberyone=))

tigger.was.here.//persistance//

BACK!

2005-04-02T05:16:00.000-08:00

yoX!~~

im backed!
apparentli my whole comp broke dwn ferr two mths shoO nv update
sorrii worx eberyonee.
esp kangwei horhx.
hahas.
toOpid kangwei tell minyen i bluff him tt i'll updatee bloggy
ferr tt, dis paragraph ish specialli dedicated tu eu=))
shuang mahx?
lolls>>

yeah.
minyen gonna help miie with this bloggy
thanksS a thousands!
toOpid yuanshan saee wann help miie until now still lidat
haiyo.**shake head**
thx ferr the offer aniways.
hahas.

todae sad leii..
='(
nott selected ferr ndp.
hmms.
but happiee tt peishi n yixuan baobei were selected outa the 274 peeps.
the luckie 2/60 peeps x)
wishh them best of luck yeas?
hahas.
jiayou lers baobeii men!~~

tigger.was.here.//

kang wei wins..

2005-01-15T03:50:00.000-08:00

ok..
kang wei..u win..
i reopening bloggie..
but den..
need time to fix..
hahas..
so still have to wait sometime=)
aniways..
takkaire to all=)

LAST entry

2004-12-16T20:51:00.000-08:00

yoz everyone=)
thanks for all ur support in my bloggy.
but i m closing it down..

coz huh..
my internet got prob..
blog got prob..
comp oso dunno now ok les bo..
haha..c les oso pek chek yea?
so i m closing it down..

nope..
i m nv gonna b tired of blogging..
or reading ur entries=)
so u all muz continue to blogg..
ur entries will keep mi company=)

lastly..
a BIG thank you to all
byebye=)
wish u all good luck n best wishes in everything tt u do=)
happie holidaes=)

**happie**
[finalli.gotton.over.you...]

ps bdae bash!!

2004-12-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

yesterdae was peishi baobei de birthdae=)
haha..
n i m the first to wish her happie bdae=)
woOt~~
of coz we got celebrate for her lar..
in the morning, some of us meet up at lakeside..
mi, adeline, yuchun, qiuyu and yixuan
while sherlyn n minyen will b meeting us up at ps de block dere..
the 5 of us walk to ps house..
waited for minyen n sher to arrive.
while waiting below her block dere,
we saw her mum..
haha
so we ask ps de mum for permission to let ps play until 6 smt..
haha.
she agreeded=)
rite after ps de mum left, minyen n sher arrived
with the cake=)
then we open it up..
decided to go up les then put candles
so went up to the 5th floor
put the candles on the cake at the staircase dere
then tried to light it up..
wah piangX
the wind so strong..
we light 3 times oso cannot
lolX
so we walk till her house door there then light
ok les..
qiuyu pess the doorbell
we all stood at the door dere
saw enen (ps de niece)
enen was quite shocked to c us..
then ps came to the door..
n she was surprise..
haha
she was like..walking aimlessly in the house..
think she looking for the house key?
haha
dunno seh..
lollX
we sang ps a chinese n english version of badea song=)
while enen got the key..
she even faster..
lol
while ps was shouting to enen telling her NOT to give us the keys,
enen was already handleling the key to us..
lolX
think minyen got the key?
haha
then we went in n ps was like
y u all cum nv tell mi??
haha..
den i told ps of coz cannot tell her lar..
if tell her then no fun les
then she sae wat if she haven wake up nei?
n i told her no worries coz we have got everything planned
we got yuchun to check if ps was awoke
yc v smart
she msg ps n told ps tt she was afraid she couldnt wake up
so in the morning rite after ps awoke muz give yuchun morning call.
lolX
this could ensure tt when we get there,
ps would definitely b awake=)
smart rite?
loll
tt was the first surprise..
a surprise visit.
the second surprise was cumming up=)
i told ps..
com'on..
lets take a pic..
we all got into place
removed the candles
n got ready
by the count of 1 2 3
tt ish when we will take the pic..
n tt ish when ps's head will b in the cake!!!~~
~hahhaha..
n here goes..
1
2
3
mi minyen n yixuan press hard on ps de head onto the cake..
saw enen de face
she was shocked
sae we bully her aunt..
loll
then ps face all cream..
lolX
she go wash..
then make mi wet oso..
tOot~~
haha
so blah blah blah
until we finalli set off to sentosa
while on our journey to sentosa, all of us hit ps 14 times..
haha
tt's shiok!!
got there..mi n qy shoo excited
haha
saw the slide
even more excited
its gonna b fun
the others all go have lunch..
coz they hungry les
so onli left mi n qy go play play first
haha
we went into the water..haha
cold seh~~
then qy v naughty
push mi down..
but lalalallla....
i got my revenge too=>
lolllXXX
n we were all went
the slide there ..
totalli occupied by army guys..haha
but we still went there..
tried the slide..
at first alittle scared..
then cum down les not scared liaoz
haha
gave a second shot
then a third
and the fourth
then mi n qy went to the other side to explore
eeee
lotsa algae lor..
n the water dere oso v deep
the sand ish like mud
wah
cannot tahan
faster came back
haha
came back n the ohters r taking fotos..
tried to persue ps to go into the water
coz her period came..
haha
mine came too..
but it was the fourth dae..
onli alittle bit nia..
so went ahead to have fun
ps dun wann cum down..
haha
then she finalli sae..
she'll join us after the others all go into the water les..
haha
good!!
mi n qy hear les all shooo happie..
then ask the others faster go down play..
of coz ps joined us..
had greeat fun in the water
but it was v shallow there ..
the float dunno y..
goin closer n closer to the shore
mi qy ps n yc keep pulling it back to the deep water..
but hard seh..
it still will go back de=(
sad?
haha
learn to dive..
ps teach mi..
haha
coz according to yx,
i dive like a zombi going down into the water..
lollXXXXX
at least after the diving lesson i got dive one v nicee one
but the v nicee one i paid a price for it..
haha
i dive down...
den my head knocked hard against the seabed
the seabed v hard seh!!~~
n i faster push myself up..
wah pain pain!!
haha
tt's all i could sae when i got up n rub my head
n ps was like..
good good..
as she smiled away..
haha
but i oso v happie..
lalalllaa...
but ps sae still neeed more practice..
haha
she sae onli my leg there not nice..
coz not straight..
haha
then still got try mani more times to dive..
alot of times hit the seabed xia..
elbow there got one bruise..
it's a knock on the seabed haha..
then the wrist there oso got one
then while we where in deeper waters where our legs couldnt touch the seabed,
my leg hit aso called brick..
wah
so hard xia
then now oso burise
haha
suai?
haha....
then mi qy n ps oso learn to do some flips before we fall into the water..
haha
but can onli do half turn..
duhhZ
nvm
we can still practice it
we'll get the hang of it..
haha
i hope..
lollX
wah..so much to write..these r juz some distict ones ..haha
then go home tt time..
something suai happened..
so suai it's not worth mentioning..
aniways..
ending here
long entry yeas?
haha
[h.a.p.p.i.e.b.d.a.e.p.e.i.s.h.i..]

lalall..

2004-12-08T21:54:00.000-08:00

woOt~~
shooo fast..
tml ish peishi de bdae les..

oppS=XX
haven buy her prexxie..
dotZ
ystd mi n bro went imm c can get ani prexxie for her..
but dun have a suitable one..
toOt~~**

aniway..guess i have to own another person a prexxie les..
haiz..
haha

got my spects..
but contact lens still haven ok yet
the guy sae will call mi up when my contacts r ready..
=)

shooo sian todae..
went to neopets once again
checked out the advent calender
blah blah..

mayb mi goin to play neopets again les yea?
haha
coz realli nth to do les..
ppl i wanna chat to oso not online one..
hai..
sian sian sian..

[s.h.o.u.l.d.i.j.u.s.t.l.e.t.e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.g.o.o.r.s.h.o.u.l.d.i.h.a.n.g.i.n.t.h.e.r.e..]

welcome to my life 2

2004-12-08T01:30:00.000-08:00

woke up..
went for dance practice

went skool too early..
so nobody
sian sian sian
haha
loiter around..

saw peishi n yuchun walking to skool
went to join them
walk in with them=)
finalli got company..
haha

tok tok tok
think think think
discuss abt dance
ideas flowing here n dere
mi n peishi trying out the moves

more peeps here
adeline finalli brought mi the sec3 books..
lollX
now no excuse to NOT do hols hmwk les..
haha

lrt ms haiza finalli arrived
went to ava rm
start to move all the chairs..
blah blah

told ms haiza my ideas
then told her some of the moves tt i have tot of.
she's glad=)
haha

so we tried out the dance

so now..the final thing ish tt there will b a mini drama b4 the whole song
there ish the cool gang walking pass the nerdies...
the nerdies wanna join the coolies..haha
then a little more drama
dance dance

love the chorus most
coz tt part realli nice
everyone run towards the center..
cramp together
then do the movements together!
haha

of coz this ish nott the end..
but den todae de practice ends here..
haha

common guys!!
we gotto rack our brains man!
mi oso gonna think of more interesting moves of course=)

after dance met ma up
waited for her to finish her work
then walk from jp all the way to gekpoh
toOt~~
haha
wah...i lazy walk seh
if not becoz mum wann save the bus fare,
i wun walk either
haha
walk there to meet pa so we can have lunch together
so we had our lunch

mum had to go back to work after the lunch
dad n i go buy some vegi n egg..
wah
shacked
shooo tired
coz ystd sleep too much during the nap
at nite cant sleep seh
then until 3am i still wide awake..
haha
n woke up early in the morning.

then came home les drink milk
after tt help dad with the household chores..
then went to sleep
haha
bua tahan lar?
haha

wake up..
dun dare sleep too much..
haha
took a bath n bOOm!!
here i m=)

eee.
nobody i wann chat to online..
sian seh..

nvm..
signing off =)

[i.w.a.n.t.t.o.k.n.o.w]

dance

2004-12-06T23:19:00.000-08:00

went for dance in skool
was late =X
go music rm find the others
decided tt we shld use
WELCOME TO MY LIFE by simple plan

all of us went jp juz to get the cd..

then go back skool
listen
think
brainstorm
ideas flowed in n out
told ms haiza abt my ideas

most of my ideas were in consideration..
so glad seh..
haha
then ms haiza sae :
how come u have got so mani good ideas?
wah!!
compliment=)

then blah blah..
until 1pm then go home

go home et lunch
continue to think

until now..
using comp
stop thinking les..
haha

nth much todae=)
so end here liaoz..

buai buai~~

[t.h.i.n.k.i.n.g.a.b.o.u.t.y.o.u]

todae ish a dae of outing=)

2004-12-05T20:50:00.000-08:00

oh great..
i m goin out for lunch soon.
tt means todae's entry ish gona b realli short=)

aniway..i juz woke up..
had a bath n brush my teeth
till now haven comb my hair
n i m sitting here..
haha

lrt goin bugis shopping with
sis n xingfang sis n mum..
bro may b goin..

oh boi
i gtg les..aniway bye everyone!!=)
takkaires=)

[t.h.i.n.k.i.n.g.a.b.o.u.t.y.o.u]

i m so happie!

2004-12-04T21:32:00.000-08:00

wah.......
i finalli can use the comp once again!!
so happie seh..

dad put off the wire for the monitor screen
coz he dun wan bro to use the comp
then mi n sis had to suffer too..
diaoz..
aniway..
arnt i glad i can use the comp once again todae?!
boy i sure m!!

these few daes..
nth much happened..
wat could have happened when u lost touch to the world aniway?!

o!
smt happened!
i pass my first aid test..
heehee..
n i do better than esthery lehz!!
but i copy wanting de lor..lollX

i actualli do faster than wanting.
wanting was sitting next to mi
her table a little infront of mine
then everytime i finish the questions,
i would glance at her paper..
to double check tt our answers r the same
lollX
then we still discuss the answers
lollX
then peishi kinda heard us?
haha..
so peishi looked back at us
mi n wanting shock dio..
then mi n wanting burst out luffing..
giggling though..
lollx
aniway..
almost everyone copied
coz the tester was toking to the instructor..
haha
so it was totalli to our advantage=)

yeesterdae..
i made the shrink art dat keychain
wah..
i totalli destroyed 2 keychains
ok
not mi
the oven
toOpid oven
but nvm lars?
better ask ms hoe to help mi with it when skool starts=)

toking abt skool reminds mi of homework
oh my..
i haven do yet..
siaoz liaoz..
esp maths..
seems alot yea?
dunno leh.
i dun even have the math txbk..

o..
n i better rmb to purchase the sec3s bks i haven brought the other dae=)
and mayb a new pair of pe shorts..
since mine ish realli v short n small..
the bigger one lost it's colour..
dotX!

i was thinking..shld i top up my hi-card?
hmm..lets c if there ish anione i still want to contact with this hp bax..
if no..
then i wun top up les lor..

thinking back at the money prob..
haiz..
found out tt i own library $$10.50
coz i return library bks late..
fuck it!
wah..
i better tell sher abt it man
she still tell mi she one week nv return library oso nv ask her return $$
but i one week nv return then lidat liaoz..
ai...
another lesson learnt=(
paid a price for this lesson..
again..

haha.but guess i better look at the bright side of life..
guess i better Njoy my hols b4 it reali ends fast!
hahas

so tt's abt it?
hmm..
yup
so ending here yea?
goodbye=)

[m.i.s.s..e.u.]

woOt~~

2004-12-01T02:01:00.000-08:00

haha..cant believe i shoo long nv update..
haha..ok larz hur?
not tt long either=)
paiseh coz i've been quite busy ..

hmm..went for 1st ad course..
todae..
yesterdae..
tml..
the next tml..
haha..

it's a nicee course..coz v lack..
then hor..u can eat drink tok play hp in klass..
the instructor juz saes tt
he understands our actions coz he had been a child too=)
good rite?
he juz hope tt we can pass the test=)
nice rite?
n the course ish v useful..
learn alot xia=)

nth to blogg liaoz..
haiz..
sianz seh nowadaes..

o..
juz wanna thank my mum..
n oso..
to apologise for being a bad kid..
duhhZ..

mum brought mi a new pair of spects n contact lens..
woot~~
finalli..
total cost ish abt $$400..
then i paying mum with my bursary..
paying her $250..=)

aiya..then realli nth to blogg liaoz..
nvm..end here les hor=)
takkaire everyone=)
byee..

[l.i.f.e.w.i.t.h.o.u.t.y.o.u.i.s.l.i.k.e.a.b.r.o.k.e.n.p.e.n.c.i.l.i.t.h.a.s.n.o.p.o.i.n.t]

thanks a million..

2004-11-28T01:33:00.000-08:00

juz wanna sae a big THANK YOU to all hu have hear mi out n drop in ur comments=)
i m so glad n thankful to have such good friends to stay by my side when i m feel so fuck up n down=)
ok..so no vulgurs yea?
haha..kk..
now happie mood..so no vulgurity=P

think mi n my mum realli start war liaoz.
woOt~~
she sae "r u starting a war with mi?"
n i replied "yea!"
and she was like..."dun tok to mi with ur back."(coz i was back facing her..doin my own stuffs while attending to her..)
i diam diam..then she continued..
"no matter how bad ur sis is, she would never tok to mi like this"
and i was like "so ?"
then mum sae "since when u becum so bad hur?"
then i sae"u first dae noe mi ar?"
then she walk away..

great mum n dad r out..
dunno they go out for wat n where..
but b4 they cums back, i gonna finish blogging or i will b dead!!
so my entry for todae shall end here=)

juz wanna thank
kangwei
junjie
jon
val
for all ur confort n comments=)
u guys made my dae!=P

[h.o.p.i.n.g..y..o.u..a.r.e..h.e.r.e..t.o..s.h.o.u.l.d.e.r..t.h.e..w.e.i.g.h.t..o.f..t.h.e..w.o.r.l.d..w.i.t.h..m.e...]

stressed up

2004-11-26T22:45:00.000-08:00

felt so totalli pissed off todae..pui!**

holidae still can feel the overwhelming stress..
wat the hell..i m so MAD!!

mum n dad r driving mi nuts...
i realli cant stand their nonsense les lor..
how i wish i could grow up NOW!
then i can work n earn my own $$
dun needa depend on ani of them animore
they totali overlooked my need for $$ to buy the necessary stuffs ani other kids need..
n its a need! not a want..dotX
so i expect them to pay for mi.
this ish not too much k..
at least not too much for a young adult hu hasnt even got a work
hu cant even work!
i need $$..to buy:
sec3 bks
a pair of new skool shoes(coz the old one spoilt les)
busfare
food when i m out

but i kinda depended on moi self to foot all these bills.
oh gosh..
i admit tt i have grown up..
n tt i m ready to work
but there ish nobody hu wanna hire mi..
i m underage..
so can they PLEASE provide mi with these basic needs?!!
they use to..but not now..
all they noe ish tt i will get my bursary
n when i get it..
i will have the $$ to pay for all these stuffs.
damn it.

i have worked so hard to get the bursary..
of course i wan to spend it on my wants...
i expect them to provide mi with my needs..
so i have the $$ for my wants..
as for my wants..
i dunch mind providing for myself.
becoz i understand tt this ish outa their responsibility..
fuck it.........
so m i asking for too much?

n where's the new pair of spects my mum promised mi?
no doubt its gona b ANOTHER lie..
always lie to mi..
(i m so sad)
sae will get mi contact lens..
in the end oso nv got one..
somemore i agree to pay for my contact lens lor..
haiz.
i simliy HATE liars..
n i hate mum for lying to mi!

dad sae buy mi new skool shoes..
sae he pay for mi
then?
ended up i was paying for myself..
**mad**

i dun even have holidae allowence..
so where do they expect mi to get the $$ i need for my needs n wants?
n till now, i pay for all my needs n wants..
it's totalli too much for mi les
y cant they c tt?
i still got alot of wants i wanna buy for myself.
ALOT!
i have been aiming for v long les!
yet when the long awaited holidae finalli came,
all the $$ i use to have was spend on my needs.
not my wants!!
gosh!

i suppose i cant blame anione bax...
n its no point blaming anione either.
nobody will look into this..
nobody will understand..
it's totalli pointless.
i can onli blame myself for not saving up.
i have learnt a valuable lesson.

i hope u all did too.
so i sae..
nv waste ur $$.
save them as much as possible.
n nv reject the $$ ur mum will b giving u for allowence..
even if u have the $$
tt's my footstep.
i used to reject ani $$ my parents give to mi becoz i have enuff $$ for the dae
i nv took extra.
n when i dun have enuff for tt particular dae,
i use my atm card.
no complaints at all
NOW??!!
look at wat a pathetic state i m in now............

n for the $$ i spend on my sec3 books..school shoes..busfare..n food.
I NO LONGER WANT THEM BACK!
coz i noe u all will not return it back to mi de.
so i wont ask animore.
if u all had wanted to give it to mi,
u would have.
not wait till now tt i m so fucked up!
i m not rejecting the $$
i juz wann my pride back!
for pleading them to return back my $$ so i can get my wants
are they too much?
or m i too much??
i question myself...

FINE!
i paid this much for a lesson..
and still treat dad for kopi-O todae
i m so sicked!!!!
wat eva did i do tt for?
waste $0.60? hurhur..
mayb $0.60 ish not tt much..
BUT IT MEANS SO MUCH TO MI!
**dulan**

[f.u.c.k..i.t]

and this ish a warning>
for the next perosn hu saes i onli listen to my friends n not my family
or
to sae tt i spend all my $$ on my friends
or
to sae tt i spend $$ when my friends told mi to,
I M GONNA GIVE HIM A THIGHT SMACK!!
n i m totalli serious abt tt!!

n for the next perosn hu compare my friends to my family..
or to throw ani form of insults at my friend,
u can battle mi out!
n i mean it!!
CHEEBYE!

i almost slap my brother todae..
i already told him not to sae ani of these les..
yet he still lidat sae..
made mi so mad..

i juz wann peace.
i m not money minded
i juz wan to vent out all my anger..all my 'sufferings'
and some little humiliation tt i have not speaked up

i have choosen to remain silent
becoz i noe there will always b this blogg which i can rest onto.
at the very least,
this is the onli thing which will totalli agree abt my mournes
this isht he onli place i can have someone to share all my stress with.
the onli place where i can get confort n where my burdens lighten up.

thanks a million to those hu bothered to read this fucking entry.
thanks a million to this blogg for shouldering the weight of the world with mi
and to all my pals n buddies,
thanks for staying by mi esp when i feel so alone..
thanks a million.
but now..i juz wann some peace.
i wann a good rest.
to sort out where n wat exactly went wrong...

[l.o.o.k.i.n.g..f.o.r..t.h.e..p.e.a.c.e..t.h.a.t..o.n.c.e..e.xi.s.t.e.d...]

$

2004-11-26T02:46:00.000-08:00

wee~~ juz woke up from nap n i m blogging here..todae got more things to blogg..haha..shooo good can keep mi occupied=)

morning woke up 1 hour earlier than usual..coz i needa attend to my disgusting skin..lollX! then i wanna avoid ------..shhh=X there's nth between us.we're juz friends..but he ish being overly friendly..haha..mi scared scared..is he lidat with his friends too??or m i being over sensitive??? **wonder** loll.he sae he wanna create his own fate..then see we can met or not..wah piangX..haha..so i HAD to wake up early n chong to bus stop faster board bus..juz so i would NOT meet him..haha! i siao rite??hee..

so went to take 99 instead of 243..coz if i take 243 hor..may have a higher chance of meeting up with him..if i take 243, i needa walk past his block..so take 99..walk another way..haha
bus came quite fast lar..then board the bus..as usual..feel sleepy..heh heh..-_________-!!
reach skool..feel so cold..n still got stomach ache..haha..so uncomfortable lor..

redcross fall in...then peishi our dae ic..she's so cute lor..she was standing rite in front of mi taking attendence..then she was like..
blah blah blah...o..nv cum
blah blah blah...xiang lie de? ("hu ish this" in cantonnese..think ish cantonese...)
blah blah blah...hu the hell ish this?
connie...how to pronounce this??
denise mdm..this one how to sae?
yong seng. yong seng!! ( coz ys was dreaming..nv heard ps call her name..so she shouted..loll)
then htis peishi keep smiling to mi..siaoz de=>

attendence finish...we had badminton..mi nv play..coz realli not feeling well.so lent my badminton racket to yixuan n the other sec 1s.then mi go n show the others the sentosa pic..so they can order=)yea..i go wash he fotos les..lrt can go gek poh take!! heehee=>

tell denise tt lego got friendster..then she was so excited..loll..then i told her his name put as 'precious'then she was like..'wah precious ar..'haha..precious'then smileing to herself..mi c les oso dunno wann luff not..haha..

then got footdrill after badmiton game..footdrill lasted so long..haiz..no comments..

footdrill ended..redcross ended..then mi yixuan minyen n sherlyn go shirley mah cut hair..sherlyn nv cut though..i was the first to cut..n the hair-dresser was the previous lady..i had went up to her when minyen pointed her out tt she was the lady hu had help mi cut hair the other time..so i went up to her n ask her can help mi cut hair not..coz i like her style of cutting n wuld like her to continue cutting moi hair....then she sae ok..after tt i ask her if she rmb mi, then she sae of coz..then i ask her y..thn she sae coz tt time we came in a BIG gang..haha..i ask the lady oso to help minyen n yixuan cut..it turned out v nicee..esp yixuan de hair lor..cut until v nice=)at leaste i can c the great change n tt it was a nice change=) yixuan was so happie when i told her tt..haha..mine was like..the usual one??haha..but less thick lor..n hor..mi can dun tie hair les..haha..coz lidat tie les oso not nicee..so mayb holidae end les then tie bax..

after the cut, all of us went home..mi go gek poh.wash the fotos..then buy a new skool shoe..coz my old skool shoe realli in a horrible state les..dad dun wann refund mi..wah liao..mi already no $$ n he still dun wann refund mi..haiz..

record of todae's spending
haircut> $9
shoe> $20
fotos> $6
mi goin to pay for the shoe n foto $$ with my allowence..which ish of coz not enuff..i didnt even have lunch todae..juz so i can save up the $$ to buy prexxie for ps de bdae..n oso..my m1card no $$ les..haiz..dun need sms liaoz..great~~ i feel so pathetic..wah liew..i wanna work!!! i wanna earn my own $$!!!

todae ish hotat d bdae!! haha..happie bdae hotat=)

[d.u.n..l.e.a.v.e..m.e..a.l.o.n.e...]

dark

2004-11-24T23:05:00.000-08:00

wait..i go on the lights first..it's so dark now..somemore ish afternoon..haha..raining xia..haha..sianz..

todae nth much to blogg.like minyen, i think tt todae ish my restdae too..coz this week have been bursting with redcross activities tt i haven had a good rest=) heehee..so todae v lucky can finalli rest=> mon n tue went for SANA course.wednesdae which ish yesterdae..went to pula ubin for cycling trip.n todae, rest..tml got redcross training..thinking abt the footdrill juz tires mi..**lazy**

wait~~ mi needa close the windows..rain big xia..wind ish strong...

ok..back!

so where was i ?? o..toking abt being able to rest for good yea?haha..

but i may have to go swimming todae..needa pei my mum..coz she keep complaining tt i nv pei her..onli pei moi friends..neglect family..piangZ..haha so had to go! muz go!!haha..(obviously, she ish jealous..) lolXX..j/k

this few daes,or rather, since yesterdae, i have been admiring our sentosa fotos non stop..haha..think its realli fabulous!! n it brings back lotsa happie memories=> even now, the pics are rite beside mi ..loll..i estimated tt i m going to spend abt $$6 for buying the pics..oh great~~ tt means i will have to save up more $$..**sob** n the worst part ish tt i m not given a holidae allowence unless i m going out for SKOOL activities..n juz strictly for tt..dotX..if i ever wanna go out enjoy, i have to use my own $$..poor mi..haha

my sunburnt haven got ani better todae..well..ok..mayb abit bax.at least not alot of skin ish peeling off les..but sad case..ahaha..got ugly patches..ewww~~( tt's y todae the swimming, i tell mum i will onli go in the nite..haha..if not later ppl c moi skin les..tot i skin disease..lollX) ^^

tt's all for todae..although i wuld enjoy bloggying more things..hhaa..but there juz iszen anithing to blogg liaoz..=> so i m signing off les..bye=)

[l.i.v.i.n.g..i.t..u.p..t.o..f.a.t.e]

cycling trip at pula ubin=)

2004-11-24T07:40:00.000-08:00

wee~~ todae went on a cycling trip at pula ubin with redcross n scouts=) so fun..yet so fast end..awwee~~

set off to skool early in the morning..woke up 1/2 hour earlier than usual..coz i needa peel the skin n apply moisturser at the sunburnt parts....hurhur...(so disgusting..yuckS!! n so itchy...eeeww~~)

went down take bus..so sleepy i cant even walk a little faster..dotX..so i ended up missing the bus by a few steps..haha..waited quite long for the next bus..i was so gladd i had woken up earlier..or gonna b late..haha.

when the bus finalli arrived, i happily boarded it..then the ezlink machine v noisy lor..wah piangZ keep reminding mi to top up my fare card..oh great~~ for the past two weeks, i have been toping up my fare caard for 3 times les..omg..waste my allowence..in the nd oso nv use my allowence..coz too early..the top up card dere not open yet..so use the atm one top up..dotX
no wonder i keep complaining of no $$..lidat use..haiz..sad xia..

went there n met up with esther, qiuyu n yanping..then we ate breakfast together..then went skool together..saw peishi sitting in the canteen alone..haha..then we go pei her..tok tok..until yuchun came, we took pictures..then there was this lady dressed in a very old fashioned way..sitting in the canteen. she was actualli our new principal next year..but tt time we dunch noe she our new principal..so ps n mi were sitting on the table as usual..toking n luffing loudly as usual..loll..ok lar..not v loud..but loud enuff for her to hear..haha..then we took fotos using yuchun de cammera..then peishi dunno y..scold cheebye so loudly..i forgot les..aniway..then we were thinking of poses..then she point out her middle finger..so i suggested tt we do juz tt..haha..blah blah bla..this lasted quite long..until ms haiza came n tol us tt the women sitting there ish our new principal.ms haiza tell ps n mi to sit on the bench..then we siao siao sit on the bench..then she tell all redcross de to tok softer..dun leave bad impression..blah blah..n mi n peishi were so shocked ..lolXX..then we observed the principal.then denise told us juz now ps scold vulgure n the pose mi n ps were making, she was totalli staring hard at us..lollXX..omg..haha..hopefulli..she doesnt rmb mi nor ps..heehee..

went onto bus..reach changi beach dere..walk to jetty..take boat to pula ubin..n from there, our cycling trip beegins..of course, we took lotsa fotos..haha..
then cycle to 2 beaches..for the second beach, we stayed there longer..they play games..mi n haiza too burnt to play..so i was excused..then denise v sianz..n gloomy..so she oso nv play..then denise v good..she help mi peel skin..loll..thnakie=>

then after all tt go home les..back to jetty..went to eat with denise..journey on the bus made most of us at the back feel alsleep..mi oso..haha=X..too tired les..cant help it..feel alsleep on denise de shoulder..so comfortable..haha..

when i woke up, denise told mi a guy at the front took pc of us..hmpf..nv ask our permission..worse still he took pic of us sleeping..then we go confront him later on..but qiuyu sae he onli took my pic..so i go ask him erase lor..but he insisted tt he nv take...duhhZ wat can i do??diaoz..forget it lo..

blah blah.yixuan came skool to show is the fotos we had taken at sentosa..so nicee seh..haha..then went jp with peishi, qiuyu, yuchun n minyen..they eat..i c foto..blah blah..went to buy lotion..n hair band..then wash foto..then went arcard..then go home..wahh..tired..mum's home..gtg..bye=)

finalli updating..

2004-11-23T02:53:00.000-08:00

oh my..i finalli have the time to update this bloggy once again..haha..for the past few daes, since i went to escape, i haven had the energy to blogg..till now, i m still v tired..haha..no energy to finish up this bloggy.but i will try to todae=)

tt dae we (xingfangsis, and her two friends, n mi..) went to escape
actualli me intended to spend juz little $$ there..but hu noes?haha..went there, first thing we did was to have lunch together..then they wann go macs..mi wann go coffeeshop eat can liaoz..juz to save $$..but hor..in the end, majority wann macs..no choice..went there eat=)then we sent off to escape..juz so to find out tt the coupon for the 40% discount for entrance to escape was expired..gosh!! haha..lolXxX..tt simplily means more $$ to b spend..sianz-half....haha..but not angry or blaming xingfang sis for her cute carelessness..lolX..
went in playplay..
erm..can i sae tt those r not v challenging??haha..yupS..it's definitely not challenging for someone hu has played it upteen times with her friends..lolX.this yr went escape 2 times lo..last yr..1 time..seems to b visiting escape every year..haha..
but i play until i v tired lo..the eyes all redish les..haha..then wanna vomit liaoz..lolX.
play go-cart. then got one china guy v idiotic..so kanna scolded by mi n xingfang sis..dun wann tok abt it.coz it juz wmakes my blood boils..but aniway..after scolding him, mi n xingfang sis both felt better=> the guy hor..nth to sae..so humji..dun dare fight back..but if he fight back hor..i sure slap him de..qian da!hmpf..
so play play play..........................until it was finalli time we left escape ..went home at around 9 smt..take taxi home..mi wann take bus home de..juz to save $$..but thy wann take taxi..again..haha..they have more votes..no choice..take taxi.but they nv ask mi pay..they sae they settle themselves..but shoo paiseh.haha^^
so take taxi went to eat..eat at the 24 hrs coffeeshop near block 600 smt.there de condition hor..aiyoyo..v scary lo..so mani ppl smoking..drinking..wah piang..then got lotsa china men n indian men..make us all so scared..then got one india guy keep staring at i lo..sucker..feel like bashing him up for eyeing too much..hmpf.but cannot lar..laster end up mi kana beaten up xia..lolX! then we all eat v fast..coz wanna leave the place asap=> suddenly, the table right behind xngfang sis started smashing glass cup..wah piangZ..mi c liaoz so scared seh..the men were all from china..looks so drunk..they smashed abt 3 to 4 glass ccups..then tok v loudly..
eat finish les..xingfang sis de friend de sis de husband take us home..haha..v confusing rite??lolll..mi alight les go home moiself..first time walk home so late by moiself..haha..of coz..scared lar..then walk v fast=>
reach home les then feel better=)

SANA Anti-Drug and Inhalent Abuse Course
went for the sana course..dun actualli expect it to be shooooooooooooooo boring..but it was..duhhZ!!-_______-!!!
first dae...
mi ps minyen sher yixuan met up at the mrt station dere..went there together..took fotos at the LOVE word there..at the fish n co~~ haha..ppl go there 4 course we all go there take fotos=> lolXX..
then went to course..all of us were so tired lo..
peishi slept at 5 smt..n woke up at 6
mi slept at 2 smt..then woke up at 5
yixuan slept at 2 smt then woke up oso v early..but mi 4got wat time les
sher slept at 3 smt..then woke up at 6 smt
minyen slept at 2 smt..woke up at 6 amt..
tt's y we all all so tired..haha..then peishi de eyes were like buring lo..
during the course, mi n peishi keep yawning..lolX..cant help it man..minyen saw my watery eyes..haha...tt's wat u get when u juz cant stop yawning..loll
then while the instructor was speaking, we were drawing pics on our course bk..write words..haha..then mi was drawing so much love ont he file..lollX.sian until like tt..can u imagine? n the room was so stuffy..onli one aircon was on..n the aircon tt was on was located at the back of the room.so those sitting at the front n esp those in the middle were like..suffocating n steaming..lolX.so hot xia..blahblah..so the course went on for 2 daes..finalli ended todae..woOt~~**!!
wah..we all pass the test seh..haha..but den sher nv cum to take the tset todae.coz she was feeling unwell..couldnt even get outa her bed..haiz..sad case/.endure one dae of tourture..juz left the last dae n she nv cum..there goes her badge...duhhZ!

tomorrow ish jason de birthdae.
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE JASON!!
and on the 26th ish hottat de bdae..haha=)

[believe.in.love]

woOt~~

2004-11-19T06:10:00.000-08:00

haha...mi finalli change blogg de template les..thanks to ivee..or this would never b done..lolX! hey!! but tigger still rawks k? though connie rawks more!! lolXXX...(bhb) finalli got a working tag board..u all muz make good use of it hor..lolX..

but hor..got one bad news though..mi juz now update blogg off whole of 3 hours abt the trip to sentosa n abt meeting new friends there but then hor... all gone becoz i press a wrongg button on the key board..awwwee~~
sad case hor? haha..tt's too bad..dotX.too bad for mi..coz i got bad memory..sure will forget abt this soon..but of coz wont totalli forget lar..lolX ok..mi stop being lame here..haha..
new template..so i m trying out..juz to c if it works well..of coz..tt ish totalli crappy excuse..-_____________-!!!

omigod..i m so sun-burned..so were the others..haha..heng my skin nv peel..but then v the pain leh..arghh..muz tahan!!

yeah..tml goin escape with xingfang sis..oh great~~ there goes all my pocket $$ sure finish it de lor..haiz..waiting for my bursary..or mi realli pork le!! haha..tt's y it pays to study hard..lolX go $$ take..=) another prob would b my skin!! guess it will be burn les zai burn..sure v pain after tml..but until after the trip, i can get good rest..n prepare my self for the upcumming dance lessons n sana course=) first aid course oso on the way..but ish next next week..still longg..=P

[t.i.g.g.e.r..s.t.i.l.l..r.a.w.k.s!]

=)

2004-11-17T03:04:00.000-08:00

ok..so here i m again! yea~~ hahah..stupid tagboard..wat the hell ish wrong with it..arghhh!! i couldnt even c it..aniway..todae gona blog from yesterdae..haha

yesterdae
at first went skool buy books with jess..haha..jess de books so expensive.$$$ hundred something..mi de onli $$17..haha..coz i borrow alot of textbooks mah..haha=P innitialli we were waiting for sher n jason de..then sher sae she feeling unwell..may b late..jason sae he willl onli reach at 11.30..duhhZ..-___________-!!! so mi n jess wait for jason to reach lor..then he cum at 11.35 lidate..wat the ..then nv tell mi n jess..not even a 'hi!!'..piangZ!! haha..aniway mi n jess then go buy books with him lor..then we all finish les go back the side of the canteen dere wait for sher n jason to finiah buying his books..in the end he finish les then go les..OMG!! haha..forget it..lolX mi n jess were like...wat was happeneing...diaoz!!haha..
then waited for sher..waited..n waited..n waited..n waited..
[waiting in progress]........
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[more than one hour later]
sher arrived with ivy..finalli..by then, the awaiting had made mi n jess so damn tired n sleepy..cant imagine..then we went jp eat..after tt i eat until v rush coz i estimated tt i m goin to b late for the klass outing..haha..then i rushed lor..
rushing with the food..then onli eat a few mouths of the dessert mi n jess were sharing..
then rushed home..
quickly got chnaged..
tied up hair..
put on my ear rings..bracelet,---had to wear a bracelet..coz it was my lucky thingy for this week..tt's wat the horoscope saes..haha
then pack bag..put in jacket..waterbottle..and all the usual things..
faster rush to get my socks..
wore my shoes in a hurry..
then rush down to bus stop
faster boarded a bus..rush to mrt dere..arghh..finalli saw sher n ivy again..woOt!~~
ivy exclaimed: "wah!! so chio!! "make mi so paiseh..
then sher sae : "connie has always been chio..u todae then realise ar?"
this one more diaoz..haha..but i appreciate tt..haha..(thanks saher n ivy..=))then we faster rush in to board train to jurong east meet the others..then yuanshan siewming hotat marcus jason johnathan were all waiting for zhu n lin jia hoa..lolX..both so da pai..late so long seh..lolXXX..then everybody so pekchek dun wann wait les
lol..so we headed to get the tickets at cineleisure first.then sher n ivy go arcade c a little boy boy sher n peishi met the other dae..coz sher sae she saw the boy's maid mah..then insisted tt we go in find the cute boy boy..onli around 2 years old??haha..realli v cute..then when we c him play the games hor, he tell us: "u all can dun look at mi?"then we all were like...shocked??haha..yup quite..lolX..then buy tickets..ivy came out sae saw yankait...then i oso v excited..coz i wanna noe hu ish yankiat mah..duhhZ...then ask ivy to show mi..then ivy v fast grabb my hand then run..i run with her of cuz..haha..like two idiots..running at the place..ok..so i finalli got to noe hu ish yankiat..haha..at least i noe hu i m chatting to in kangwei's bloggy les..lol! then heard from ivy..he celebrating his friend's bdae??Weiyao??yup..shld b..haha.the movie abt to start les hor..then zhu n lin arrive..wah!! so late seh..then ht n marcus were so tired..cuz they rn all the way to dunno where juz to fetchn them here..duhhZZZ...haha..thenblah blah..buy food..take elevator..take until late for movie..when we go in, movie begin liaoz..haha..n we were like v extra..all the ppl staring at us..lolXX
watch shark's tale..nicee movie..v cute n funnie..
after movie went shop shop..then go eat..after tt went home.

todae
netball training was so.......tiring..haha..again..then after netball training mi venice n the others do the notice board!! yea!! so fun..almost done..eh!!muz go c the netball notice board hor!! coz got mi draw de netball pic..lolXX then coloured by venice..v nicee lor=) so happie n glad..proud of our work!!

[never.stopped.loving.you.since.the.day.i.told.you.i.love.you.]

'gang'outing..haha

2004-11-16T07:10:00.000-08:00

so we had our gang outing todae..lolX ..v fun lah..loll..we so toOt de..funnie..haha~~ mi update later..or tml..haha..coz tired..n chat until no time to type..then now sis wann use..no choice=)

yankiat> i saw u lei! u noe hu mi?? i was the gurl beside ivy..did u c mi??

tigger still rawks

2004-11-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

ok..i m goin to change a template soon..i promise..real soon..coz i c this template oso v sian les..haha..but hey! tigger still rawks k?lolXX
the template will b the one tt ivy shown mi for the first time..think its reali nice.called sweet temptations by ms toilet_bowl..
yesh!!todae i goin xingfang sis de house!! woOT~~lalalll..
[signing off with a hee....]
good bye to 3 of my goldfishes..all died todae..due to a skin disease called the white spot..haix.aniway..u all have realli been great fishes..=)
my condolences......

'klass' outing

2004-11-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

tml 'klass' outing..but in actual fact, its actualli our gang de outing..haha..but nvm..since our gang makes up almost half of all of the 2A ppeeps..haiz..this gang gona seperate les..but clubbers will stay together foreva..i still rmb i sae i will rmb peishi for the whole of my live n i still tell her i wanna attend her wedding in future..see her wear the gorgous wedding dress..see the preety chio bu, peishi..haha..but dunno she still rmb not..guess it's juz so longg tt she wont rmb bax..but i realli mean it=P wOW!! memories flowing back again..haha..=)

hmm..muz b wondering wat made mi change my mind abt whether or not to go to 'klass'outing rite? well..firstly, i had the urge to go de..but i juz wanna save the money up..but after hearing wat yuanshan said to mi..alot of thingy..then i was ...next was because of my dad's support..then it was of jason's touching pursuation..he still go n do math..count out how much i was spending on movies in a year...blahblah..juz to show mi tt it wasnt realli a waste of $$ to go to the movies..yup..i m touched! coz he dun like math..but to persua mi, he actualli came up with such a way..haha..interesting rite?jason ish always full of wacky ideas! yup..tt's him..lolX!;astly, it was becoz of todae de movie preview ..i saw shark's tale on tv.n was realli interested in watching it.haha=)

hmm..anibody saw andy on tv todae?haha..yup..he was acting in one ofthe channel 8 's tv series..good actor xia..notbad..v naturall..haha.

so tt's all for todae de entry les..till up!=P

yesterdae

2004-11-12T22:40:00.000-08:00

yesterdae i went to xing fang sis de house..wee~~~so fun xia!! we watch shoooo much of the tv. from tu ran fa cai (which wasnt as nice as expected) to xi ling men (quite lame actualli..)=X to singapore idol (expectedly, dephane was OUT!).. then to ren wo ao you!! (which was as nice as usual=P)woOT~~!! Then mi n my bro oso chat to her..tok abt so much of the thingys.hahas..realli nice...but i was v wat..haha..keep toking.t.hen she no chance o tok..lolXXX but i juz cant help it!! coz there juz seems to b so much i m wanting to tell her! then we finalli went home at 11 plusplus..then she brought us down.. so good rite?but it was rather dangerous for her to go home herself..juz wanna thank her lotSS!!father came to fetch us..then we (father mi n bro) went to fetch mum back from work..then go eat supper..so full seh..then cum back home sleep..hahas..sleep till this morning 12.30 father cum wake mi up..go eat again..n here i m..back from breakfast (more like lunch though..haha)

wahh..i finalli can visit ivy de bloggy..heehee..tt time dunno y..juz cannot go her bloggy..everytime go, the window will auto close.so fuck up rite? then this time go try my luck..was crossing my fingers n hoping i could visit her blogg again..YESH!! n i made it there=)

woooo~~~so mani ppl go outa singapore..**miss them xia..**haha..first it was yuchun--she went to beijing..(wonder how she was fairing with the history there..) lolXX then it was kangwei--going to malaysia..hmm..hope he have fun with his mum there..coz he n his mum yesterdae got some brickering..duhhZ..hey..thinking abt him goin to malaysia..wat abt his chickens??omg..they sure gonna suffer..nobody give them food??hmm..**wondering**next was melisa---ooo..she oso go malaysia..hmm..hope sheish haveing fun there bax=)

the trip to sentosa has been postponed!! everyne please take note!! it is on the 18th nov 04..9am..meet at jurong eats de popular dere..then rmb to bring all the thingys u need ..esp to remind ish ur own clothes..(coz we playing at siloso beach..) then bring towel n shampoo..plus soap too!! or unless u dun mind sharing..haha=P then if wann oso can bring cammera to capture all the sweet memories..=)

lastly..juz wanna inform all line dancers tt the scouts may b joing us in the line dancing..tt is if they got enuff peeps wanting to join us though..i told kangwei abt it..tell him go find peeps les..then tll mi..they muz have at leaste 12 peeps first of cuz..coz we oso got our own original 12 mah..hmm..tt's abt it=)

market

2004-11-11T18:50:00.000-08:00

woOt~~ in the morning went market with dad..haha..now cusy chatting no time for blogg..too bad..haha=P
yea!!later goin xingfang sis de house!!!woooo!!

deepavali..

2004-11-11T06:29:00.000-08:00

yoz! juz back from ahma house..duhhZZ..so sian seh..lucky still got TV n xingfang sis=)
when xf sis finalli came, she was like'keni..i cum les leh..'then i was like..'huh?i noe ar..then??'coz befor tt i got call he ask her faster go ahma house pei mi mah..haha..then i oso gong gong dunno how she wann mi to react..lol..then i sae..'o..i noe les..'then i go huh her then as i hug, i sae..'wah!!u cum les ar?!!!'haha..then she oso gong gong liaoz..haha..aniway..we got up in a chat while she was enjoying her curry=P
xfsis: u met a pervert ar?
mi: huh? oh ya..haha
xfsis: wat he do?
mi: he put his hand at my hips there..blah blah blha..(showed her..)
xfsis: eeeeeee..
xfsis: i met a flasher twice..
mi: huh??
xfsis: a flasher
mi: in the bus??
xfsis: have u eva seen ssomeone hu flashes around in the public bus??lol..
mi: huh?wat toking u?
xfsis: flasher..u noe wat ish a flasher?
mi: wat?
xfsis: someone hu..(then she shoed mi the flashing action..) open up their clothes for u to c..
mi: huh...........eeeeeeeeeee..........
mi: huh..u met it twice?
xfsis(nodding): once was......
first it was an old man of aroudn50?? think ish at a corner bax..( nv realli heard it clearly..coz it was rather noisy..duhhZ)the man nv wear anithing below de..then xfsis saw it..gosh!!she was so freaked out!! when she reached skool still feel v uncomfortable..esp when the guys ask her wat happened..coz her mind was all abt the man without UNDER wear..haha!
then it was a man..standing around a corner where the staircase of hdb flats were..he was so-called playin with his..xiao di-di..like..his pants was unziped..then his bird was out of the zip there..then he was 'playing'with his bird..doin a disgusting action..then xfsis happened to pass by..saw it..totalli disgusted n angered her..so shameless lor..the guy..wah piangZ when saw xfsis walk pass still can behave like nth happen..dun even feel embarasse..wah piangX..she told mi tt the first time she saw it, she was shocked n disgusted..the second time, it was no longer shocking..but uz plainly disgusted n feeling so much to bash the guy up! woOT!! well..wat can i sae..thinking abt it..it's juz like how i would react if i met a pervert again..i rmb saeing tt i would slap the guy..hmm..uz like how hse said tt she would hit the guy bax..haha..well..maybe all gurls a r the same de=)haha..but i wun recommand her to do tt..coz it's too dangerous..later the flasher do anithing to her how??so it's best she keep her cool n call the police..yup..tt's wat she shld do since it wasnt in the public where there will b mani ppl to 'protect'her=)

yay!!tml going xfsis de house=) wee~~~

[ signinoff with a smilee=)]

tiredZZZZ..

2004-11-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

tag board ish currently not working..so had to reply using this mthd..
pinkboi> if u r a gurl, u will do the same bax..lolXXX...this is so damn fucking irritating and disgusting lor..haha! takkaire too..btw,are all men pervertic??i realli wonder...wat goes into n around the brains of men??hmm...
dolli> eeeee.....pui~~for the next pervert i met**touchwood** (hopefulli wun met one again..lol) or even ani other guy hu dares to lean so close to mi, i gona slap him!LOL..<--n i mean it..haha=P

todae morning wake up..went for netball trining..reach skool les saw onli joy n kairu..piangzZZ...thought abt last time de netball training in the holidaes..onli 4 ppl turned up, including mi..then in the end cancelled..then thought todae not mani ppl cumming..thinking tt history ish gona repeat itself..o god..then sat there wait lor..saw a bunch of scouts..then junbao msg mi..tok tok..until 15 mins from the time netball suppose to start..as usual..netball started late yup..had runs around the canel..one round nia..haha..infact..not yet one round=X oppS~haha..shhhh...thn went back skool, then go out basketball court train..hot sun again..cant stand it..everyone complaining./.mi v thirsty..then feel quite giddy de..n felt like vomiting..realli dread tt kinda training..n ms yee was in the shade..eee...not fair..todae kanna scolding by ms yee the most..she keep asking mi wat kinda pass i was throwing..but i oso hack care..so strengthless les still have to throw a long distance ball..n if i throw too hard, the person receiving my ball sure have hard time de..n then there will b endless countings n endless drills..<--netball peeps shld noe wat i mean..
after the training..went back skool..did the notice baord thingy..all the way until 5.30pm..woOt!!
haiz..so fucked up again~~ sis n bro complaining abt mi..diaoz..tell them my 1 hour not up then they dun believe..cb..then was there kb-ing mi..wat the hell..wann mi hang up all the clothes then tok to mi nicely..treat mi like wat xia..**angry**
hai..now time realli up liaoz..muz go..later kanna kb again..they can over time i cannot..fuck!

i met a pervert??

2004-11-09T03:09:00.000-08:00

wee~back from redcross..wahh..tiredZZZ...actualli not so tiring de..but the evacuation made my hands n hsoulders so pain..typing oso got prob..haiz..nvm..aniway..i still like evacuation as much..juz wanna learn more of this skills=)
hmmm.....
firstly, juz wanna thank weiquin for all her help in the search for my future books..lol..thanks lots weiquin..never thought u wuld go the extra mile juz to help mi with this=)
next..i juz found out in redcross tt the cycling with scouts de thingy ish at 24th..dunno nov or dec..aniway..think will give consent form de..
next..the trip to sentosa for all redcross sec2 n 3 n haiza.meeting at jurong east mrt station de popular there..then the time ish 9am to probaly 7 or 8 pm..can bring cammera=)heeXXdate is on the 17th nov=)

IT'S SCRAY! i think i met a pervert(think onli..)todae after redcross go buy bubble tea..after sher they all went with the 98 bus, i suddenly rmb tt i cannot take 198, 187, 157 animore coz no bus stamp les..(suai..)so had to take 99 back home..then waited for 99 ...finalli came..went up the bus..so mani ppl xia..then onli left a few seats available..decided to take the 2 ppl seat..then sat there..a guy came up..he c c then sit beside mi..wah piang..sit so close xia..so mi adjuzt abit..sit closer to the window..then after 1 stop..realise tt his leg was touching mine!!! eeeeeeeee!!! then i move in futher..at first ok les..then touch again..annoyed, i looked at him..realised tt he was sleeping..dunno realli sleep or wat..so i think think..then the more i think the more scare i becum..then i tot mayb ish i over sensitive les..so nvm lor..after awhile, his hands was like touching on my hips lor..!! fuck lah tt cheebye te-ko!! then i move more in..wah piang..then still touch lor..fuck..i could stand it no longer..in anger, i stood up n v loudly sae, wei! excuse me!! then i go sit another sit..wah piang..scary xia..so is this a pervert i met??** thinking**

[feeling so fucked up!]

schedule

2004-11-08T01:32:00.000-08:00

oh boy!! i finalli fixed the prob with the links..wee~~
now got time to blogg but nth to blogg abt ..so sian xia..
yay!! tml go redcross..wed got netball..speaking of wed..yuchun will b going to beijing on wed.haha..hope she have great fun with HISTORY there=P
then thurs..ish deepavali..hmm..mum actualli let mi stay at xingfang sis de house for one dae de..then on thurs go back to ah ma house meet them..but mi greedy..ask for more..in the end..haiz..end up with nth..fuck lo..if onli mum noes how much i desire to stay at sis de house...as for my contact lens..ok..now dun need wait les..when sis is free, i will ask her take mi go make liaoz..coz mum sae if use my own $$ then she dun mind..great~a hole in my pocket..arghh~ then cums fridae..fridae nth..mayb ask xf sis can go her house not..hmm..ok..tt's it..hmm..still needa plan the trip to sentosa with yixuan..hopefulli we can tell the rc peeps when the sentosa trip ish bax..n lastly..the cycling trip with scouts..hmm..when ish tt exactly?? i dunch noe either..aniway..tt's all rite??yup..well..maybe juz ffor this week de=)
[quote to kangwei> when someone hurt us, we should write it down in the sand, where the wind of forgiveness can erase it away..but when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it on the stones, where no wind can ever erase it...]

ARRRGH~~

2004-11-05T21:41:00.000-08:00

~there seem to b something wrong with moi blogg!! n the template..wat the hell..gonna fix it soon..toOt****

netball camp

2004-11-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

woOt~finalli..mi back from the 3 daes netball camp=)
yup..it was fun n enjoyable..no doubts abt tt=D

dae 1~
arrrgh~late again..was trying to hurry up..but bag too heavy..no choice..so walk to skool v slowly..in the end.late..haha..soik ying was late too lol.=) then after putting our bags, it was training n more training..we oso did some planning for the open house..for most of the time tt dae, we did ball passing..boy was it tiring..esp when the weather was shoooo HOT!! everyone drank lotsa water..but got thirsty v easily..perspire alot tt dae..all my muscles simply ache lots!! n it was already tiring on the first dae..went out for dinner at jurong point..pizza!! then we go shopping ..went to c the pets..then go off to value buy tidbits=) after tt take bus went back to skooll..mi,ys,ivy,venice,yuanxuan,shehui,yuqi..did i miss anione oue?? haha..then take bus to skool lor..on the way back, we tok abt those irry stuffs..then all v scared..haha..then ys screamed on the bus when i told her tt we shld b playing in the playground at nite becoz in the dae time, the playground is for us to play..but at nite, it was juz for the -------.....well..u all noe wat rite??then she screamed on the bs lor..the aunty turned back..irritated..mi v paiseh..coz the aunty keep staring at mi..lol..got back to skool..in the nite we slept in the airconditioned ava room..mi was the first to sleep..coz they wanna watch horror movie mah..wishing stairs..eeeeeeeeeeeee~mi scared..so nv watch..in the middle of the nite, was woken up by ys n ivy..coz they were pulling my mat to the other side of the room..lol..they v funnie lor..dunno y suddenly everybody moving to tt corner..then they dun wann leave mi behind so dragged moi matress there..funnie xia..mi woke up gong gong de..haha..realise tt they were trying to move mi..i didnt get up..they continued to pull..haha..mi too lazy to stand up liaoz lah..then ys was complaining abt my weight..hahahahaha~aontinue to sleep..at first couldnt get back to lala land..keep hearing ys tell ivy.."eee..so scary.."or.."ee i dun dare watch.."or "heng i nv c tt part!" lol..then she oso told ivy to wake her up at scenes tt were horrible..then when ivy tell her to c hor, she cover her eyes..onli leaving a tiny weeeny seep..DIAOZ!! mi was giggling in my sleeping bag..tt yuanshan hor..dun dare watch still wanna watch..mi cannot stand her sia..but v cutee lah her..well..for the first time this year..i find her cute=) haha..(if she sees this..she ish gonaa b shhoooooooooooooooooo happie..later go showoff..hahah) j/k..later finalli got to sleep...midnite..abt 2 something woke up coz v v cold!!arggggh!!i was trembling lor..omg..then zip up my jacket..zip up my sleeping bag..continued to struggle in the coldness of the ava room..then woke up at 3 smt..wore my socks..coz my feet hor..wah piangz..cannot take it xia..going numb..i was trembling again..tried to get back to sleep..by 4 smt..heard mani whisperings..heard someone ask mdm vijaya to higher up the temp of the room.but mdm vijaya refuses..for dunno wat reson..mi cannot realli hear..was half alsleep~morning at around 7..woke up. everone was complaining abt the cold..i dun even wanna leave my sleeping bag or change down my trackpants..shoooo shivering cold!!

dae 2~
got changed...still feeling cold..eyes pain...then blah blah blha..then training outside..first, it was 1 round around the jurong canel..did warm up..then went off to the bball court near the skool..train there..again..the weather was horrible..morning oso so HOT..u can realli feel the heat man!! lucky ms yee keep giving us breaks to drink water..as usual..had to drink tap water from the toilet..coz not enuff water..got one time ish mi n venice go refill water..then venice told mi to walk slowly..so tt all of us can have longer rest=) so we walk v v slowly..came back. i gave ms yee her bottle last..coz if she drink first, later she got energy les hor.will ask us to practice center pass again..in the end still hd ot do center pass..venice hurt her leg n we had to get back to sskool to get her some ice..then in the afternoon, went out for friendly match with mgs( methodist girls sec) the overall score was 3 : 64 yup..we lost..again.hhaa..but nvm ..all of us gave in our best so there was no regrets=) they were good..tt was obvious..their speed was fast n their ball passes were preety accurate too! i think it was fun to play with them..coz it was v challenging..their speed was faster than mine..n their staminar was good! everytiem, i juz couldnt seem to catch up with them..awwwwe~ tt was well....erm...the first time i met ppl hu can run faster than mi in the game?? yup..probably bax..their skool focus more on speed..all of us couldnt catch up with them coz they were too fast!! n boy were we impressed!!i stll heard their coach sae they were too slow! omg!! then wat r we?? tortois speed?? or snail??cant imagine..lol..take bus back..guess we inda stink the whole bus?? yea..we did..all of us were stinko!!!hahahah..coz morning nv bath..then perspire alot during the match..i ws itching..guess i wasnt use to not bathing in the mornign bax..i itch from the time i stopped playing to the time we finalli could bath=) then blah blah blah..untilt he nite..this time again, they wanted to watch horror movie..dunno wat the hell the tittle..not interested aniway,..then we all shared our tidbits..unortunately, most of them nv buy tidbits..so in the end onli alittle tidbits to share around..this time i gottt buy..coz last yr i nv buy then regretted..so i brought a pack of tidbits n a pack of sweets=) we were told tt we were sleeping at a temp of 10 degrees celcius on the previous nite by venice..after tt she help us alter the temp for the second nite to 24 or around tt bax..OMG!! I CANT BELIEVE WE SLEPT IN 10 DEGREES CELCIUS!! NO WONDER I WAS TREMBLING N SHIVERING!!!ARGGGHH!! MDM VIJAYA..OMG..Y DID SHE SET IT TO 10 DEGREES????ARRRRGH!!~ tt nite, i was again, the first to sleep..coz i dun wann watch horror movie..sleep all the way xia..until around 2 smt..was woken up by ms yee duye to an emergency..omg!! so happening xia the camp..then woke up n assemble near the gate of the skool..we were told tt ppl broke into the skool..haiz..wat has it gotto do with us..wat the hell!! then we oso got saw the broken glass of the vp's office..heard tt the ppl involved were caught..they were not from fhss..ms yee predicted tt they were here to steal the o'level papers..mi think so too~then w walk around with the police to help them in their search..fnalli, we could go back to sleep..all of us were so tired xia..then slept until morning dun wann wake up..sian xia..so tired...still muz train..no choice..

dae 3~
on the last ae of the camp..as usual..woke up at 7 in the early morning..then had lotsa games..eventualli, group 2 won..(mi in group 1) group 2 won becoz of thir cuteee cheer=) lost..nth to sae..again..for the second year..haiz~

aniway..sleeping now..so tired..so late liaoz..mi goin to sleep les..nite nite everyone=) **YAWNNNNZ!!~**

[sound alsleep in my lalla land~]

netball camp tml..

2004-10-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

CALLING ALL 2A PEEPS!! U HAVE TO GO VISIT YUANSHAN DE BLOGG!! NOW!!
(highlight to find out wat r the written words above..)
woOt!~tml ish netball camp les!! realli looking forward to it xia..but now still haven pack finish..mi wanna wear de clothes more pro..washing in progress..lol..dun think it will dry xia..coz raining..duhhZ..guess i will have to wake up early tml juz to pack les bax..lol
the funnie thingy ish tt i still have to go n borrow pe shorts from my baobei peishi..lol..paiseh hor..mi cannot find the other pe shorts of mine...so had to borrow urs..hee..=)dun forget to bring hor..or mi will have no pe shorts to wear les..haha..

peishi may not b able to go to sentosa..awwwee~no her no fun..dotX..haiz..no worries red cross peeps..mi n yixuan planning les..will tell u guys abt it soon=) as for the red cross cheers, mi n yixuan oso got think of 4 ...present to u all on the next training session=)

eeeeeeeeee...........v sian de leh todae...nth to do..haiz..ah!! heehee..mi can go neopets=) yesh..tt's wat i will do bax=) gtg..byeee~

[time flies..]

happie halloween everyone..=)

2004-10-31T01:07:00.000-08:00

this morning...went to have a mini training with yuanshan..yup..netball again=) mi jog to jp to meet her..in the end..reach half and hour earlier..so wait v longg..arrrgh..~haha..then when she came, we boarded the 198 bus.i suddenly rmbed tt we shld be running to the netball court..yet we had boarded the bus ..lol..nvm..then reach there..was planning wat to do first while walking to the netball court...then saw mani ppl there..all clustered together de.. when we reached there, got one lady approach us..she ask us to join her..n i was like huh? diaoz...then i gong gong de..then ys call tt lady aunty..then the aunty finalli rmb tt ys was her friend's (which ish refering to ys de mum) de daughter..hahas..then we agreed to join them to train together..run aroudn the netball court..then do square..then square-cross...all v confusing..except the running part=) then we have a game of netball..v fun xia=)
also get to noe llots of peeps..all senior to us..one of them ish ruicheng's sis..v chio..v good at shooting too=) n she plays well...i got to noe she ish ruicheng's sis when she ask abt wat skool we r..then we told her we in fuhua..then she sae her bro oso in fuhua..then after tt she ask abt our klass..we told her we were from 2A then she sae..awwwe~u may not noe my bro..coz he not so smart..he in 2C..heyhey..but 2A n 2C quite close de mah..so we ask her hu her bro was..in the end turned out to b ruicheng=)loll..the world ish so small yea?yup..hahah..then got to noe an even more chio de chio bu! her name ish michelle..she plays center..n i think she plays well=) although she second game then v exhausted les..but all could c tt this was becoz she was v active in the game n tt her center was v strong..in ani way...she is realli attractive..n sweet~tt's wat mi n ys think lor..she is tanned n sweet n her ffigure oso v good xia..wahhaha~wah paingz..this will go on non-stop..i better control myself..
after the game, we eat the dunno wat thingy..then chatt..it was v nice n comfortable to chat with these ppl..they were all v friendly n easy-going..v lovable gurls too=) we talk abt lotsa things..from netball to science..to genes...to SINGAPORE IDOL!!! n they were like..all v excited lor..toking abt hu they supporting,..toking abt slyvester (paiseh..dunno how to spell such a chim name..)
these ppll realli v nicee..lub them lots!!they were even more friendly n easy goin than our skool de netball seniors..realli..ys think so too..mayb..there ish..aiya..i dunno lar..but juz feel tt there seems to b a wall between the seniors n us lor..or rather..the seniors n i....

[excersing ish keeping mi FIT n LIVELY!!]

blogging abt yst n todae

2004-10-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAE.

yup..yesterdae was the last dae of skooll.haiz..sad xia..
in the morning..did the usual things..kanna caught by govin gor eating in klass.wat the ..then muz go help govin open the doors in the hall..dotX..lucky got ys n ivy help mi..in the end all three of us hand pain..lol..paiseh lehz, ys n ivy..and thanks lots=) after tt we stand at spiral staircase there..mi still eating (haha..again..) then saw our klass de boys opening the door at the hall there
with govin..lol..(coz mi n ivy n ys nv finish up the job... not we dun wann..is we cant..so no choice lor..lol) then ys ivy n i luff at them..haha..they were caught for dunno how mani countless times for palying cards..lol thenwent the rest if the daes..until the time we have to get our report bks back..every one v kan chong..lucky moz of us in clubbers did well..onli sher n jess werent tt lucky..haiz..feel sorri for them..hope they are ok les lor..

first, lets talk abt ps..ps did well..well..better than her usual standard bax..at least i dun c her frown at her results this time..but ps de mother wasnt quite happy due to the fact tt she could not get bursary..lol!!

ivy got intot he klass she had wannted..felt happie for her too..and the thing to b happy abt for ivy ish tt she n ht are still in the same klass.woOt~ well..ivy's mother juz ask ivy y she was pushed so far to the back after noeing her skool ranking..lol!

sherlyn is goin to E5 together with jessica..sherlyn went thee bcoz of her math..while jess..her science...wish them good luck bax..both of them cry..coz this was not their choice..n jessica felt tt it was unfair to juz judge on one's math n sci..haiz..

melisa n mi goin the sam klass ...E4!! yea!!! we had choosen E4 becoz we both wannted to study Bio..then onli E1 n E4 got bio..after much consideration, both of usoso put e4..coz we feel tt e1 is goin to b stressful..i dunno wat mel's parens said abt her results coz she nv tell mi..but the unfortunate thing tt happened to mel was tt she was not goin to take literature..she had to take history bcoz her eng was not strong enuff..well..tt's wat i think..coz she circled literature in the option form..yet she had to take history...
my mum n dad both ask mi y i dunn wann go the first klass..i juz told them i wasnt good enuff for A klass..coz my maths ish poor..n physic ish v poor too...then chem i dun have confidence will do well.. so its better for mi to go e4..they nv sae anithing..i felt they were pleased with y results..n so m i.=) mi v happie ...although i couldnt get scholar ship ..which requires u to be top 20 for our case..mi is 26 in the whole level..so ..there goes $500..but still glad n happy..coz still got merit bursary of $ 250..heehee=) longg time nv take $$$$ lohz..hahaha!

wanting did even better than mi..she was no.14 in the whole level..tt's something to b proud of!! but a pity she couldnt get scholarship either coz she ish not a singaporean..lolXX..

yixuan did well too..n she managed to get in to a class she had wannted..although she hopes to go E2 more than she hopes to go E3..haha..

minyen..think she oso v pleased with her results bax..or she wun b happy tt dae whenn i saww her=)

lydia oso same klass with mi n mel..yea!!^5=)but lydia ish worried tt in E4, she wun b able to concentrate on her studies coz there are alot of noisy boys goin e4 too..lol!

did i miss anione out? oh ya..my all time best friend..i almost forgot abt her..lol
yuanshan..she was so elated at her results! coz she got into the klass she had wanted ..n she was tsill worried of not able to go into it lor..lol..

clubber-summary..
wanting> E1
peishi,yuanshan,ivy> E2
yixuan,minyen> E3
melisa,lydia n mi> E4
sherlyn,jessica> E5

yesterdae..yuanshan..yixuan..jess..sher..n lotsa other ppl cry..coz firstly..all of us r gonna b seperated..then secondly..mr ong will b going off to another skool..but think moz ppl cry becoz of the bitter parting with their friends bax..=)

TODAE

also nv do much todae..tidy up my room..my table..got all the ssec 2 books ready for my bro..help him check the booklist n blah blah..then cum online..stupid msn..wat the hell its prob,..juz cant get login..aniway..then went to token's blogg..c wat he wrote..then replied..

this was wat i posted the previous dae..
Posted by connie @ 10/29/2004 08:11 AM PDT
u sae quits then quits ar?i nv tot tt u will read..n whether u read it or not, its none of my business..i juz wan u to noe abt things..if u dun wann to noe oso can..n ur attitude sux lor! u dun everytime cum ur blogg then sae all the vulgur k? u think onli u noe ar? ppl dun wann use onli..if u wann to confront mi then come to my klass..even if u wann to call it quits, u shld at least apologise to ys. in onw way or another, u mistook her, didnt u?wad the hell...

then he replied..
Posted by toKen @ 10/29/2004 02:39 PM PDT
i tell u arh.. i promise andy i wun talk back unless u keep kp me hoh.. u dun push ur luck too far i dun even noe u

then todsae, i replied to this comment of his..
Posted by connie @ 10/30/2004 01:34 PM PDT
u hum ji kia..cum kp mi lah! u better kp mi in front of mi..dun kp mi in ur blogg or in this comments..or the more i will look down on u as a humji kia! u dun use andy as an excuse lor..hu cares abt wat u promise andy aniway? u juz dun wann to face the consequences n responisibility rite? tell u k..u dun think u bigger than mi then i scared of u k?! n i m not pushing my luck...i m juz doin wat i feel ish rite! u go n think abt it lah?! u shld apologise to ys iszen it? u realli mistook her n hurt her didnt u? and dun tell mi u dun noe mi lor..wat the crap..i still go confront u tell u hu i m lor.. n u r telling mi u dun noe hu i m..ha..u retarded or wat?knn..

diaoz..dunno hu pushing hu's luck..suddenly want skool to start this instance so i can go n confront him agin..mayb i will punch him too...if he still continue to be so cocky..realli cannot stand such a sucker..